The Game Changer (A Magcon fanfic)

Chapter 15

Katy P.O.V.
"Don't worry you still have Mahogany and I." Lexi said and tried to give me a small smile,but it seemed fake.
"Yeah thank you." I nodded and we went back to our room,it was kinda late so we all just went to sleep.
*12 o clock midnight*
I woke up at midnight and went to the bathroom and just sat down and tried to quietly cry. That didn't work out so much.
There was knocking on the door.
"Hey it's Mahogany. You ok?" She asked.
I quickly covered up that I was crying and said,"yeah be out in a bit!"
"Okay I'm going back to bed. Wake me if you need anything." She replied.
"Thanks."
"No problem."
I came out after alittle and Mahogany was already knocked out so I grabbed my purse and went in the hallway. I was only wearing a tank top and shorts and it was alittle cold. I thought Texas would be hot,oh well.
"I thought you were over it." I whispered to myself once I walked alittle down the hall and sat down against a wall.
"I thought Nash wouldn't get to me. Maybe I'm not good enough,maybe I never was." I said to myself. Luckily it was late enough that noone was up and somehow this whole first floor got reserved for us. #thanksbart
I didn't want to do it,but I thought I was over it. I wasn't.
What Cameron saw earlier,those were scars from 3 months ago,the last time I cut.
"I'm worthless." I mumbled to myself when I did what i thought I'd never do again. I cut. And it stung,but it reminded me,Nash is the reason. All of them are. I thought I was strong,but I broke.
I didn't even wanna go back to my room and face anything,I was cold and my arm stung and was bleeding. Not bleeding in the way that I'm loosing alot of blood,but bleeding in the way that...scars do.
I just decided to sleep in the hallway. What's there to loose? I mean You only live once.
Cameron P.O.V.
"Nash first off shut up and go to sleep because you are being so loud on the phone and Matt's trying to sleep to!" I said. It was like 1 AM.
"I'm talking to my dad." He said.
"Lemme see that." I said and snatched his phone.
"Hello Chad,yes sir,I'm quite aware. Yes thank you. Goodbye." I said and hang up.
"HEY!" Nash yelled.
"Your dad said that you should be sleeping anyway." I said.
"IM GOING NEXT DOOR AND SLEEPING IN THE JACK'S AND CARTERS ROOM THEN!" Nash said and stomped off to the room.
"Thank you!" Matt said then I got a call from Carter.
"Thanks for sending Nash over." He said sarcastically.
"Any time." I answered then hung up. I really didn't care.
"Hey can you get some more blankets I'm cold." Matt complained.
"You get it." I said.
"Please Cam you're older!" He retorted.
"Whats age got to do?" I asked.
"Please. I'm too busy." He said.
"Doing?"
"Stuff." He answered.
"Oh fine but you owe me one." I laughed then went to get the blankets.
*****
One of the ladies at the front helped me and gave me two blankets and her number. Which I crumpled up and threw away.
Which way is my room again? Oh well.
I walked past the door of the Grier's (except Nash's) room and saw someone a couple doors down. Then J realized it was Katy.
"What in hecks name." I mumbled then went over to her and tossed the blankets on the ground and crouched down next to her.
"No no no no." I felt my eyes get watery as I saw her arm. It's all my fault then she woke up.
"I-I'm sorry." I said.
"What? cam? Where am i?" She mumbled.
"Hallway. I found you here." I said.
She pulled her arm away.
"Can I please see it?" I asked.
"See what?" She said.
"Your cuts." I whispered and she looked down.
"Why?" She muttered.
"I want to know....all the times I wasn't there when I should've been." I whispered.
"Cam you really don't have to be nice to-"
"I want you to be safe. And you aren't right now. C'mon I'll take you back t-"
"Cameron don't take me back with Lexi and Mahogany I can't face them!" She said and her eyes were glassy with tears.
I nodded.
"I can take you back to my room with Matt." I said,I mean Nash is kinda pissed for no reason so I don't think he's coming back for a while.
"Thanks." She whispered and I picked her up bridal style and carried her to our room.
"WOAH! I told you to bring blankets not a girl!" Matt said.
"I brought the blankets." I tossed it at him.
"I'm Katy Williams in the tour." She said shyly.
"She needs to uhm stay here for tonight." I explained.
"Oh ok. Well goodnight." Matt said and walked to his part of the room.
"You look cold." I said as Katy shivered.
"I'm fine-"
"No." I answered and tossed her my hoodie,she put it on and was about to go on the couch,giving her my bed.
"Can you uhm stay?" She pleaded.
"What?" I asked.
"Sleep with me."
"I'd love to." I smiled and laid next to her. Slowly falling asleep.
Lexi P.O.V.
I was up pretty early 7 to be exact and that's super early for me. I rolled over and was about to fall back asleep when I noticed Katy's bed was empty.
"Mahogany." I whispered and she rolled over alittle.
"Mahogany!" I said alittle louder. Honestly I had no idea what to do.
"MAHOGANY!" I yelled and she bolted upright.
"W-what I'm up!" She mumbled.
"Katy's gone what do I do?" I asked.
"I saw her go to the bathroom around midnight." Mahogany said.
"What's that mean?" I asked. She shrugged.
Katy's not one to wake up early either. None of us are. I have no idea where she is,but it can't be good.

Hey guys,
Idk if this is good. Kinda not in the writing mood. Plus it's late. I'm listening to Paradise by Jack & Jack lol.
So have you heard Mahogany's cover of problem? If not check it out because it's bae.
Also do ZayumEspinosa and I make a good team together? Or do you just like hers or mine?
Also I know she's cutting,but if you guys don't like it I can change it soon.
Comment any suggestions as usual.
Which Jack & Jack song is your fav?
I should go now.
Bye love you all!
~Kaya
P.S. in real life I'm supposed to be asleep but Psh its friday