My fault -65

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Katy
"Connor I can't take this. It's my fault. Everything and..I don't know what I did wrong." I finally said.
"Shh it's okay Katy it's okay." Connor rubbed my arm soothingly,it hurt alot but i didn't say anything.
"Connor-"
"Stop! You're blaming everything on you!" Connor said.
I sighed.
"Can you answer one question so I can get this right?" I asked.
"Sure." He muttered.
"Who was in o2l before kian?" I asked.
Connor slumped up abit.
"Who told you about that?" He laughed and wiped his tears away.
"JC did earlier." I shrugged and Connor looked dumbstruck.
"To answer,it's Ricardo. To think,how does JC remember?" He asked.
"N-no time." I stuttered and shook my head.
-flashback-
"KATY GUESS WHAT!!! I got the radio job!" Ricardo screamed and hopped up and down.
"What?" I asked confusedly.
"I get to interview Shawn Mendes-"
I froze at his name.
"-but I have to leave O2L." He looked down and frowned.
"I'll still see you though right?" I asked worriedly.
"Of course."
"I love you ricardo." I smiled.
"You too baby girl." He hugged me.
-end of flashback-
"Connor." I started bawling in his chest and he seemed startled.
"K-k-katy whats wrong?" He stuttered,he was crying too now.
"Ricardo,that's the answer,I have to go to Ricardo's for a long time so this can all blow over!" I said uneasily.
"B-but what about us?" He asked.
"I'll wait for you,if you'll wait for me." Connor perked up.
"I love you Katy but you cant do this." Connor said.
"I already am." I said,he sighed.
"I'll take you,not like I can stop you." He kissed my lips.
Jc
"Yeah it worked perfectly. Noone suspects I'm faking this forgetting my memory thing and now since you're plans done you can give me back that picture." I said to Alexa.
"Not so fast,I have dirt on you and I'm not giving it up until I'm done using you." She smirked.
"You're a lying b okay." I yelled.
"Aw little baby can't say the word 'bitch'?" She smirked.
"Alexa i don't wanna fight I just want that picture back." I sighed.
"What's so bad about it?" She asked.
"Well A.its me and B.its you and C. People will think we slept together since we're in a bed together." I yelled.
"Don't be mad my little cloud. It's the only way I coulda gotten a mole inside." She smirked at me.
"Well,i'm not going to go-whats that?!" I asked as I heard a loud crash.
We both exchanged glances then ran upstairs to see Sam fallen on the floor.
"DUMB ASS HIS DIABETES!" I yelled as she ran,got his medicine,stuck it in his arm,then he woke up.
"Can I go home?" Sam muttered.
"You all can,I have no use. Everyone except Carter." Alexa smirked and shoved everyone except carter out.
"All i have to say is,Oh my god." Trevor said before running to my car.
Katy
"Goodbye Con." I sobbed into his shoulder,he was kneeling down next to my wheelchair and hugging me loosely.
"I'll miss you so much." He cried.
"I won't be needing this." I handed him my phone and everything.
"What about Comet?" He asked.
"Take good care of him please." I pleaded. "Okay?"
"Okay." He smiled.
I sighed.
"It's not okay that you're quoting tfios,it's making me love you more." He smiled and wiped his eyes.
"Con I have to go before it's too late."
"I love you,just take this." He put something in my hand.
"Forever and always." He kissed me and walked to his car,trembling from the amount he had been crying.
I opened up my hand to see a locket reading.
'My love' the inside had a picture of Connor and I making me sob more as Ricardo walked closer.
"It's okay.its okay." He whispered.
No,it's not okay. It never will be.

1 Year later
Katy
"Hey." I walked over to Andrea,the only person I've been letting visit me,then sat down.
I've gotten my casts and all removed except my right hand is shattered so I cant move it much.
"Still sad?" She frowned.
"Now that I remember everything it's making me sad. I mean Carter,I loved him because I couldn't remember. Jack,he was a mistake,like what you claimed Kian to be. Cam,he saved me. And Connor,he's just my all. But so is Cam." I sighed.
"If it makes you better people stopped calling you a 'slut' on twitter." Andrea gave me a side smile.
"What about Lexi?" I asked.
"Noone's really heard from her she just disappeared." Andrea shrugged.
"Jenn thinks she's looking for you." She continued.
I nodded.
"What about Connor?" I asked.
"You really wanna know?" She asked.
"Yes please. And cam too." I pleaded
"Cam shows up at JC,Ricky,and Kian's house every day looking to see if you come back. He's falling apart. Connor,well he left o2l and moved out. " she said. This just broke me.
"My fault,it's my fault." I whispered.
"Please don't get like this again." She pleaded.
"Fine."
"Look Ricardo wants you to start seeing a therapist to help you with your issue..." She whispered.
"What issue?" I asked.
"You burst out in tears!" She said.
"Just like Lex." I whispered.
"No she overcame that." Andrea told me.
"Maybe i'd be okay if i could play piano again." I said.
"Your hand is shattered,I'm sorry but."
"Alexa." I finished.
"Yeah."
"Well I remembered why she has so much hatred towards me." I said.
"And why?" Andrea asked.
-flashback-
"Do this and you'll be cool." Cam assured me.
"The coolest!" Carter said.
"Okay what is it?" I asked.
"See Alexa over there?"nash asked and I nodded.
They were finally including me!
"Dumb this on her then yell that her period bled through her pants." Jack j said.
"Okay." I snickered. I felt so,so bad yet good.
I did as they said and she screamed.
-End of flashback-
I was now crying.
"Cam!" I yelled.
Issue #2 that I now have.
"Katy calm down." Andrea rubbed my back.
"I love you cam." I said.
"Shh shh he isnt here." She whispered.
"Andrea please just help me. I cant live like this." I pleaded.
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Kaya is back for the day!
Lawley-Pop here.
Sorry for the bad chapter. Love you guys

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