But I Doubt, But I Love.

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I would not leave you.

Even if it was for only your pleasure,

I would not leave you,

But I doubt.

And when I doubt,

Is it because I love you?

When I doubt,

Is it because of my own heart

And my own mind?

I love you no matter what,

No matter when.

But I doubt because of

My own troubles,

My own fears

That take over me,

Not because of you.

When I doubt,

I do not trust myself.

When I doubt,

I do not like myself.

When I doubt,

Who would love such a woman like me?

Who would hold someone like me,

Or who would even kiss someone like me?

What do I have to doubt?

If love has me now,

Then I will not doubt.

My existence is a nuisance,

and your happiness is more important,

and so is your smile.

So I will do as much as I can

To make you happy,

To make you feel safe

and comfortable in my arms.

I do not have to

Doubt my own troubles,

my own fears

because of you,

because you are whom I love,

not fear.

You are whom I love,

not despise because of love,

but because I love.

Hate is a strong word,

And hate leads to doubt,

But my words throw away hate.

and my words throw away doubt.

Once I see your face again.

My mind gives me joy and a smile.

You will not give me doubt.

You will give me love.

Love and only love.

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