His Kind Of Love

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A chirp smile crept up on my face as soon as I glance at the vanity mirror. An all-white gown is what I'm wearing. I defined it as cleanliness and purity. Not perfectly fit for myself, though. I'm no longer a virgin and since I love James, I won't give remorse about it. When you love, you'll give what you have. And this gown symbolizes what I'm willing to give to him. He made me wear this gown in line what will happen today. Today is the wedding–

"Ang ganda talaga!" I flinched when I heard his voice.

I look at him and my smile grew wider when I saw his eyes were twinkling with admiration. He was wearing an Armani coat, inside it is white long sleeves polo. He paired it with his slacks and black leather shoes. He's gorgeous.

"Why are you here? Di ba bawal ka dito?" Sabi ko.

He pouted and frowned. "Gusto ko lang makakita ng pinakamagandang babae sa mundo. Eh sabi nila dito daw ako makakakita kaya nandito ako. Tama sila, nasa harap ko na nga ang babaeng iyon. You're beautiful, dear."

Nag-init ang pisngi ko. "Bolerong CEO!" Sabi ko at tinulak ko siya palabas ng dressing room dito sa simbahan.

Tatawa-tawa siya habang tinutulak ko. Humarap siya sa akin at ngumisi. He then kissed my lips passionately. I yanked my hands on the back of his head and kiss him back.

We instantly pulled away when we heard Lance's annoying voice.

"It's my wedding, lovely couple. Why kissing here?" He chided.

Inakbayan ako ni James na tumatawa. "It's your wedding day and I can't believe it, dude."

"Hoy, Sebastian, siguraduhin mo lang na hindi bunga ng pustahan 'yang pagpapakasal mo kay Vanessa, ha?" Sabat ko.

Natawa siya sa sinabi ko. "I love her, Trina. Pinaghirapan ko siyang makuha kaya hindi ko hahayaan na masayang ang pinaghirapan ko. She's worth every hardship." Sabi niya. Napangiti ako. Alam ko kung gaano kamahal ni Lance si Vasha kaya panatag akong hindi niya lolokohin ang kaibigan ko. His get-up is the evidence – white coat and a white cotton pant that is paired with black leather shoes. He's going to marry my friend and I was the happiest bestfriend alive!

We parted ways after the small talk. Aabangan pa daw ni Lance at James ang kaibigan nila. Sa katunayan niyan, dalawa ang bestman ni Lance. Samantalang si Vasha ay isa lang, syempre ako iyon.

20 minutes pa bago magsimula ang kasal. Nagulat na lang talaga kami nung ini-announce nila na ikakasal na sila. Naunahan pa kami ni James -- its been like 1 year since James proposed to me. We've been together until now and both fighting those trials along the way. Hindi naman masyadong malala 'yung pag-aaway namin dahil naaayos din kaagad. Hindi pa namin napag-uusapan 'yung kasal namin dahil siguro pareho pa kaming hindi pa handa.

Dinala ako ng paa ko sa gazebo dito sa likod ng church. Hindi ko naman pwedeng istorbohin si Vasha because she has having a time of her life with her family. Masaya naman ako para sa kanya dahil finally she settled for good. Masaya ako sa kaibigan ko.

Kumunot ang noo ko nung may nahagilap ang mata kong isang pamilyar na bulto ng lalaking nakakunot ang noo at mukhang naiirita dahil hindi niya maayos 'yung necktie niya. 'Yung tux naman niya ay nakasabit sa balikat niya. Lumapit ako sakanya. Baka kailangan niya ng tulong ko sa paglalagay ng tie niya.

Nanlaki ang mata ko sa gulat nung nag-angat ng tingin iyong lalaki sa direksyon ko kaya napatigil din ako sa paglalakad. 'Yung buhok niyang magulo na nagsasabing kagagaling lang sa kama, 'yung matangos niyang ilong, 'yung prominente niyang panga at 'yung mapupula at maninipis niyang labi. His face is more gorgeous now, dahil siguro wala siyang stubbles sa panga. Malaki din ang pinagbago ng pangangatawan niya. Hindi siya ganito ka-macho no'ng huli ko siyang nakita. I bet he spend more of his life on the gym for the past year. His chiselled chest peeked because of his unbutton sleeves. His biceps and triceps flexed as he tried to fix his tie. His broad shoulders are inviting. All in all, he has the masculine and virile kind of body that is jaw-dropping. I shut my mouth. He's captivating. Every woman would turn their head on this man and I won't deny I am one of the hordes.