Life is Better

Chapter Eighteen - Date with Nate

I stayed in my bed like this until the bell downstairs rang. "I'll get it!" I yelled and hurried down the stairs and reached the door just before my father did. I opened the door to reveal Nathan. I wrapped my arms around his neck and started kissing him with the power of my pushed away feelings, which were strong. "Okay, I'm gonna go" My dad said and walked away. "Sorry dad" I called, then closed the front door and pulled my boyfriend upstairs into my room.

"What was that all about?" He asked confused "Not that I'm complaining" "I thought, I'd apologize to you again, because I ditched you today" I said. "You don't have to, Clary" He said. "Oh, so you don't want to watch a movie?" I asked him, biting my lips to tease him. "Who would I be to say no to that?" He asked and went ahead to lock the door, before literally attacking me with his lips. Both our kisses were filled with passion and lust. I wanted him now!

I started pulling him to the bed, pulled away for a second to allow him to climb onto it. Our lips found their way back to each other within seconds. I lied down on my back, allowing him to climb on top of me as we continued with our wild make out session. 

A few minutes later we were both breathing heavily and I got up to put on a movie. My parents really didn't need to hear us. Once the move was one, I went back to Nate and kissed him, pulling his jacket off in the progress and threw it onto the floor. We returned to the bed, but this time he was lying on his back, while I climbed on top of him. "I love you, Clary" He said in between kisses. "I love you too, Nate" I replied and pulled my top off. It was a bright blue crop top, but one of the fancy looking ones. 

We switched places and he pulled off his white shirt, then started kissing my neck. It felt amazing. "I want you now, Nathan" I said he sat up again and opened his pants, while I opened mine. He climbed off of me and pulled off his shoes and pants, then helped me pull off mine, then he continued making out with me again. "Nate" I said and looked into his eyes. He knew exactly what I wanted.

Nobody ever gave me that feeling, Nathan just gave me. I was lying next to him, while he had his arm around me. I smiled at him, kissing his forehead. 

I never slept with him before and it was sure weird, but also amazing. All the feelings I pushed away for him, returned just like that. I know what he has done or what he would have done, but I couldn't turn off my feelings for him. I loved him. I guess I never stopped. "I wish we could just stay here forever" I said to him. "Yeah, me too" He replied, removing the hair that fell into my face and tucked it behind my ear. 

"What time is it?" Nathan asked and I grabbed my phone "Almost eight" I told him. "Shit, I promised my mom I'd be home for dinner at 8:30" He said and got up and dressed. "Don't leave me" I whined, but he continued. "You can come along. My parents love you" He said and I lied back down  "No, I don't want to" I said. "Then I'll see you tomorrow" He said and kissed my lips. "See you tomorrow" I said and watched him disappear. I got up and put some clothes on, then went to take a shower. Afterwards I got into my sleepwear and skipped down the stairs to Chloe's room. 

"Hey, room for one more?" I asked them. "There is always room for you, Clary. You know that" Chloe said and I took a chair and sat down on the opposite side of her bed. "So, you and Nathan are done with your..." Chloe said and I blushed "Chloe, non of your business! But yes, Nathan had to get home for dinner and I wasn't in the mood for Prescott dinner night" I said and turned towards the TV. "What movie did you watch?" Chloe asked, although talking was hard for her, but apparently it was worth it when she could torture her little sister with it. In the end, she is still that, my old sister and older sisters tease younger sisters and Chloe was no exception.

"I don't remember" I said embarrassed and annoyed. She exactly knew that we haven't watched much of the movie. Why would she ask me that then?

"Max, help me!" I whined. "Yeah yeah, just the way it always was. Chloe and Clary teasing each other and pulling poor me in the middle of it. Like the good old times" Max replied. "You were always on my side anyways" I said, leaning back in my chair. "Not true" Chloe replied. 

About an hour later, I was almost asleep, but I did listen to what Max and Chloe were saying. "I missed being treated by a normal human being by a family member" Chloe said. "Your parents don't?" She asked. "No" Chloe replied. 

I didn't hear anymore. I fell asleep. 

The next morning I woke up to Max and Chloe talking again. "I know you were beat down after the day with me. And Blade Runner is a pretty dreamy movie to watch at night. Uh, do you think Deckard is a replicant? Sorry, I can see you're not wide awake like me" Chloe said. "No, I'm sorry I crashed so hard. Were you...okay?" Max asked. "I do have a mother and father when Clary and you are not falling asleep on me" Chloe replied. "How I love Chloe in the mornings. She sounds like a typical teenager" I said, living my head. "It's the company I keep... Yesterday was such a blast" Chloe said and I think she had a smile on her lips. She as happy. I haven't seen her like this in a long time. 

"It was great, seeing you" Max said. "I know things were different when we were just dorky kids, but being with you made me feel like we were little pirates, jumping and running through the forests again. It meant a lot to me just to chill out with you and bullshit" She said. She was definitely happy, but also in pain.