WonderWall | Sequel to Send Nudes

10.

(jungkook p.o.v)

"maybe.. i shouldn't go in"

i held the door handle of jins hyungs cafè... should i go in...? looked over our text, i broke him that much? god why did i fucking do that? i looked down. as much as i wanted to cry, i couldn't.. ive cried too much to the point i couldn't even cry anymore. sad right? i let go of the door handle and i looked over to noonas car.. i'm sorry taehyung. i walk over to the car and open the door of the  passengers side, which made noona jump.. "you surprised me! aish" she breathed out and clenched her heart while i gave her my signature bunny smile, and all she did was glare at me.. "sorry jieun noonaa~" i teases and all she did was roll her eyes, i love messing with her

"anyways... yah! did you talk to your soulmate?" she asked as i took off my hood, "yeah she's right here" i flirted, jieun smacked my arm "ow!" i shouted "i'm serious!!" jieun noona shouted, i pouted at her and rubbed my arm "i don't think i should visit him now.." i said trying to smile, i looked at jieun straight in the eyes and she looked... soft.

jieuns the only person i could trust at the moment... when i ran away from the hospital, i ran as fast as i could out of there, making sure not to run into any cameras. when i finally got out i just kept running, i didn't wanna stop. i couldn't stop. i just wanted to run away from reality. i wanted to run away from life, while was running like the wind i ran into jieun noona... when i bumped into her she was furious but- as soon as we made eyes contact she grew soft, that night she took me in. jieuns like a best friend to me now, she said the reason she took me in is because i reminded her of her past self.

we were alike in so many ways. at the time i was depressed, i think i was depressed for about a year.. i had to hide my identity by facemasks, glasses, and hats. we even dyed my hair, it's no longer brown it's a shade of navy blue now.

things have changed... a lot. "jungkook youve changed a lot" jieun spoke out, i looked up at her and she gave me a slight smile "when i first met you. you were so apologetic.. heh you would apologize about everything you did" i looked down and scoffed, "you weren't that responsible about things, and you just did it" she laughed and put her hand on my shoulder "now look at you... you don't put your own feelings first anymore.. you've changed" he gave me a slight smile and i.. smiled "thank you noona, for everything that you've done for me" i thanked, i was expecting a soft 'youre welcome' but all of a sudden she unlocked the doors and put my hat and sunglasses back on me "yeah thank me later is we're going in, i don't care about your feelings i want you to talk to him. OKAY?" she sternly said as she got out of the car... dang we were having a good moment a while ago and now she's scolding me?

i breathed out and got out of the car too. i heard her lock the car and she started to skip toward the entrance.. i swear to god. "ladies first" she teased, while holding the door. i rolled my eyes. this noona i swear.. i grabbed her by the wrist and then pushed her in, then i followed behind her. i'm so done with this girl. "okay get in line, you're ordering for us" she said, i looked at her cautiously and she just innocently smiled. "noona i can do that-" i didn't get to finish because she pushed me in line "get me the usual" then she walked to a table. fuck.. i look in front of me and.. i'm next.. i'm gonna end up saying something.. i really don't wanna to this.

i look down at my shoes and my hands in my pockets, trying to act normal. "suga hyung you have to pay! i don't care if i know you. c'mon!!" i heard taehyungs voice talking, i'm gonna shit my pants i'm so nervous- wait suga hyung? i look up and see the blue haired male, that is him.. i just wanna go up to him and call him short.. then get beat up but.. my point is i want to talk to them like how i did before. this is for the best.. they should be able to live without me. i don't deserve them. i might hurt them.

"anyways, here's $3, and i'll take this so i could give it to hoseok later.. bye tae" i heard suga say, tae waved him good bye while i was trying to get my shit together but.. right when yoongi hyung was pasting by me.. he said something "how are you?.. jungkook" with wide eyes, i looked back at him as he walked outside the cafe. he- he knows? i looked at jieun who was watching me the whole entire time, she looked confused wondering what happened just now, as i am. she jogged over to me and pushed me to look at taehyung which was also lookin st me with a. concerned face.. shit i forgot.. again. "play along with my bullshit" she whispered in my ear, she held my hand started to... drag me to the counter. "oh it's you again, welcome back" he welcomed us both and bowed, "ah yes, your coffee shop is truly incredible" jieun nodded and gave her 'innocent' smile "my boyfriend here even asked to come back ha" jieun laughed, i felt her nudge my arm signaling me to laugh with her "ah yes, speaking of can we have two carmel macchiatos?" i asked and taehyung just nodded, and smiled.. fuck what i would do to hold him right now.. i looked down. "here's the money, call us back in when it's ready" i heard jieun rushing, then all of a sudden she pulled me outside to talk

"kookie! that was your chance, what happened?" she sighed as she rubbed her head, as soon as i was about to say something a voice answered for me "i figured out his identity... i found you" jieun and i both looked at where the voice was coming from and it was...

suga hyung...

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