WonderWall | Sequel to Send Nudes

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(taehyung p.o.v)

i slowly opened my eyes as the smell of breakfast flooded my nose. wait breakfast? im not cooking... i can't even cook.. im not living with anyone so.. i turn my head slowly to the kitchen and i jumped.

jungkook? what- i flinched as my head started throbbing in pain as i started remembering what happened yesterday. thats right.. he came back. just when i was starting to move on, but what happened after that? how did i get home, did jin take me home? or did... jungkook take me home?

i sigh as i look at him again, he doesnt seem to notice that i'm up. why is he even here? he could leave just like last time. i was feeling all kinds of emotions, but i was mostly angry at the moment. he turned around and noticed me, i looked at him with no emotion. he frowned and took off his apron, "eat" he managed to say, i scoff in amazement.

as if. "why are you here? why are you back? you don't need to be here" i said insolently, he looks down slowly. "i brought you home the least you could do is thank me" i scoff, once again. "no one asked you to bring me home, leave jungkook. leave and never show up in front of me ever again" i spat "why don't you leave if you hate me that much" jungkook uttered, i roll my eyes "fine i will leave- wait this is my house" shit. i fucked up, taehyung you're trying to act tough right now, what are you doing?! i facepalmed.

i look up and i see that jungkook is laughing, is he mocking me? is inconsiderate bi- "i will leave when you eat first. i cooked for you so please, eat" i stood there wordlessly, and glanced at jungkook... what is he trying to do right now? "i'm trying to feed you, tae please. sit down c'mon" what the f- did he just read my mind... i was shook so i just sat down. anythung to get this boy out of my sight "here" he gave me a bowl of chicken soup and a spoon. should i eat this? its not like he poisoned it........ right?

i tilted my head and hesitantly grabbed the spoon and started to drink it.. it was... good. would i be stupid if i said i missed his cooking? cuz i did miss it, and still love him. but he broke my heart, made me lose my mind. i hate him but... i love him at the same time.i turned to jungkook to see that he was smiling at me admiration.. i slightly blush.

gosh i'm so weak. "why are you smiling at me?" i question, he smiled more which resulted into my heart racing "i missed seeing your face" then why'd you leave you dumb fuck..  i sigh and put down the spoon. "can you at least answer one of my questions?" i turned to him, the smile on his face turned serious and he glanced down. "jungkook" i warned, he sat down in the chair across from me he loudly exhaled.

"i'm here right now because i wanted to talk to you, the reason i'm back is.. well i'm sure you could guess. and i know i don't need to be here and i'm sure that you don't even want me to be here right now, i get that you hate me... i hate me too for doing this to you. Yoongi told me that you were deeply hurt by me disappearing so suddenly. i know that apologizing wont do anything but ill do it anyways.. i'm deeply sorry" he looked up at me with sorrowful eyes, wow.. i'm honestly speechless, my eyes slightly widen. i shouldn't forgive him this easily, this wont mend 2 whole years of pain.