"Stephanie" Melanie was the first to break away, followed by Ashlyn, Lauren and everyone else. All expect Demi, who was still trying to process everything that was going on. She closed her eyes punched her arm and even slapped her cheek without anyone looking just to make sure this was really happening right now.
She watched from the living room, everyone including Stephanie broke down in tears. It's clear that these girls ready did love each other greatly. Demi took a deep breath but didn't dare to move. Finally they all pulled back giving Stephanie enough room to look at Demi. Without saying anything she walked right pass Demi and into the kitchen where she placed the food down and took a beer bottle from the cooler.
Taking a drink she sighed quietly, "Damn I missed that" she said before finishing the rest of the alcoholic beverage.
"Steph, I" Demi started but was cut off by Stephanie placing her empty beer bottle down on the counter top before walking downstairs into the recording studio.
No one said anything, it was clear that this Stephanie wasn't anything like the old one, the one they all knew very well. This is seemed like the rough, angry, heartless Stephanie instead of the sweet, funny and adorable Stephanie.
"I think we should give her sometime" Ally suggest once again.
"she's hurt guys. She'll come around, she always does." Halsey then said calming everyone down a bit.
Later on....
Two hours had gone by when Stephanie finally walked upstairs to the living room. Not seeing anyone she walked over to the kitchen where she looked for any food that was left over. Without noticing it until now, she realized she had not had any food within 4 hours.
"Stephanie" a voice interrupted her thoughts. She turned around with a smile but it became a frown when she noticed it was Demi. "Please can we-"
"No" She simply said, walking away she was grabbed and stopped by Demi. Just as she tired to pull away Demi cupped her face and kissed her deeply. She couldn't resist her, as much as she tired she really couldn't. Stephanie kissed her back lifting her up, Demi wrapped her legs around her waist as Stephanie moved them to the couch.
Laying her down she quickly kissed down her neck making Demi moan, but her hold on her ended and she was over her feelings in one second.
Stephanie pushed Demi off of her before whispering into her ear, "It's never going to be the same." With that Stephanie walked over to the backyard where everyone else was.
Demi was left alone a crying mess, she knew her place in Stephanie arms, thoughts and heart was gone. She couldn't stand it, and if Stephanie thought it was over then she extremely wrong.
One month later...
Stephanie's POV
"We have the lovely Stephanie Bell with us tonight and she be performing her brand new song, here's Stephanie Bell."
I ain't apologizing for shit
I do what I want, and Steph does too, uh
Saw it in your eyes
When you said goodbye
You didn't even try
So this time I don't care
And honestly I was just about to pick up the phone
And then I realize that I didn't do nothing wrong
You would even tell two lies to prove that you were right
Usually I go and take the blame, but not this time, not this time
Whatchu want from me?
I would say I'm sorry if I really meant it
Fuck apologies
I would say I'm sorry if I really meant it
I'm not perfect, I got pride
That's not what it is this time
So fuck apologies
I would say I'm sorry if I really meant it
If I, if I, if I really meant it
I can't help that you
Feel the way you do
Try not to get confused
Cuz this time I don't care
And honestly I was just about to pick up the phone
And then I realize that I didn't do nothing wrong
Didn't do nothing wrong, babe
Whatchu want from me?
I would say I'm sorry if I really meant it
Fuck apologies
I would say I'm sorry if I really meant it
I'm not perfect, I got pride
That's not what it is this time
So fuck apologies
I would say I'm sorry if I really meant it
No apologizing
Ain't no way to take the thing you did back or disguise it
Always wondered what I'm doing, but that's TMI
Don't know what you got until it' gone, now you realize it
Once I wasn't playing smart, now I'm being wise
Finally I'm moving on, I don't need your lies
And it wasn't even tough cuz I can see the signs
Now you're stuck calling Uber up if you need a ride
Whatchu want from me?
I would say I'm sorry if I really meant it (I don't need it baby)
Fuck apologies
I would say I'm sorry if I really meant it (I don't)
I'm not perfect, I got pride
That's not what it is this time
So fuck apologies
I would say I'm sorry if I really meant it
Whatchu want from me?
I'm not sorry, yeah
Fuck apologies, no
I'm not perfect, I got pride
That's not what it is this time
So fuck apologies
I would say I'm sorry if I really meant it
If I, If I, If I really meant it
I ended the song with a huge smile, the crowd cheered non-stop making me giggle hard, I'm pretty sure my dimples are eating at my cheeks right now.
"THAT WAS STEPHANIE BELL!!! WASN'T SHE AMAZING!" Everyone cheers louder if possible.
"Thank you Stephanie"
"No thank you for having me"
Walking off stage I was attacked by Halsey. I giggled as she pushed me down and straddle my waist. 'She's happy,' i thought too myself.
"YOU WERE FUCKING AMAZING!"
"Thanks babe" she smiles before kissing my cheek.
We both saw a bright light go off then a series of them follow behind it.
"Fuck" we both said annoyed. Halsey stood up and helped me up, I look over at the paparazzi and sighed. Within minutes those pictures would be every where.
"I'm sorry Steph, I didn't know" Halsey apologize, I shook my head and pulled her into my arms.
"It's fine. That's there job nothing I can honestly do about it." Halsey give me a shy smile.
"Let's go home yeah? We can order pizza for everyone and made had a movie night?" Halsey giggled, which I found extremely cute, no seriously it was fucking adorable.
"Do you even know the new address?" She asked giggling. Fuck. That's right they girls and I recently brought a new mansion a little further away from the city and closer to the beach. I couldn't paid for it myself but they simply wouldn't let me pay for it.
"We'll just tell Ally"
Demi's POV
It was noon when Marissa woke me up, "Demi you need to go to the hospital" I shook my head. "No, your going. Come on" I pulled my covers over my head.
"I'm tired. I'm pretty sure it's nothing seri-" I couldn't find my sentence as I ran out into the closest bathroom and threw up everything I had last night.
Marissa soon came to my side, pulling my hair up she rubbed my back softly. After finishing I looked over that Marissa who wore a concern look, while I have on a small smile.
"Are you out of your mind!? How can you possibly be smiling right now!!!"
I opened my bathroom cabinet making a few used pregnancy fall out. Marissa looked at me before looking at the tests in front of her, "well that definitely why your throwing up." She picked up two tests smiling as she noticed the bright +.
"So now what?" I thought for a moment before standing up with Marissa's help.
"You'll see.."
