Chapter 20: She's Not a Virgin Anymore.

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"Are you nervous?" Zander asked Hazel kissing her cheek.

"What! No! Umm, yah a little..." She said smiling. "But everyone has to take risks..." She said then grabbed Zander's back and pulled him in. They passionately kissed for about 10 minutes then she pulled off his shirt. Then he pulled off hers.

"Tell me if you want me to stop or if I'm hurting you..." Zander said and then slipped off his pants. She tried not to gasp. It was not as small as she thought... Or at all!

"Ready baby?" He asked and Hazel smiled.

"As ready as ever." She said and his hands hovered at her lacy underwear. He slid them off and smiled.

He entered her body and she made a moaning noise. It hurt but felt good too.... Confusing feeling. He made a chuckle then continued to kiss her neck. Then her collarbone.

After a while Zander stopped. "That's enough for your first time... I don't want you to be too sore..." Zander said and Hazel made the pouty face. "Babe c'mon... I am gonna clean up the blood..." He said picking her up and laying her down on the couch in the room.

Zander stripped the bed and switched them with new sheets and blankets. "I love you baby..." Zander said smiling.

"You say that a lot and I love you too..." Hazel said sticking her tongue out.

"I do say it a lot... Because I do... And I just want to say it..." Zander said putting on his boxers, because if I forgot to say, that is the only thing he sleeps in...

Hazel went to her room and put on her batman pj shorts and tank top.... Then went into Zander's room. "Can I sleep with you... I'm cold in my room..." She said and he put out his arms. She ran and jumped in them. He held her tight.

"Hazel, I truly do love you... You are the best thing that happened to me... I wouldn't be anything without you. And I would still be at the before, hating my life. You changed my life forever and forever I will be with you." He said.

A tear slipped down Hazel's face. "Zander you have no Idea how much I love you..... Before I met you I thought I was ugly and fat and never would be good enough... But you made me think different. I don't hate myself anymore.... I love you with all my heart and when you were sort of missing with Dr. J I was so scared I would become the old me again...."

She said more tears escaping her eyes. "I would have never done that to you.... And do you wanna spoon?" He asked and she giggled. She loved the term "spoon."

"Yah... And I know that now! You are the strongest person I know... And I like it like that." She said. It was late so she went into her room, grabbed the dog bed and her new baby husky and brought her into Zander's room.

They spooned that night. Zander would wake up from time to time and just watch his beautiful girlfriend sleep. "Like an angel..." He whispered and Hazel's nose twitched. He silently laughed. It was cute, like a kitten.

Note: sorry for the short chapter! I wanted to update! Thanks to my readers! I love you all!!! And I changed the cover pic! So check that out! I included Ryan And Kirstie and Damian...

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