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"No its not okay Molly" i cried in bed. Molly came home with me after school because i was a mess last period. Ethan didn't show up to class and i just felt terrible.
"It will be okay though" she bites her lip. She obviously doesn't know what to do with me.
"I just came back into their life and ruined things. I should've stayed in New York" i sniffle and molly hugs me.
"I wouldn't have wanted you to stay in New York" she smirks and i smile a bit.
"I should've never had sex with jack" i pout.
"I know, you made a mistake. Its okay we all do! But people can be forgiven and things can be forgotten. I know it may seem like this is a huge thing right now but its really not, you're gonna get through it. And i will be there with you through everything" i smile and hug her.
"Thanks Molly" she giggles
"No problem. Now lets get all cute and go to the game" she smiles and i nod as she wipes my tears. I get off of the bed and change into a cute outfit that Molly picked out for me of course. Then we both did our makeup and hair, we both did two french braids and put black lines under our eyes. We then said goodbye to my parents and Molly drove my car to the game. When we got there we bought popcorn and went up to the bleachers.
I looked around for that number #42. Ethan was warming up and Grayson was besides him doing the same thing. I just sighed and took a handful of popcorn into my mouth. As i was watching Ethan two people passed by us slowly. It was Jack and Lilia holding hands, jack didn't even glance my way but Lilia was smirking as she walked by. I pursed my lips and waved sarcastically. She rolls her eyes and kept walking.
"Shes such a fucking hoe" molly says and i laugh.
"Whatever I'm so done with her" i chuckle
"Ive been done with her"
"Oh look there starting!" I say excitedly. This was my first time watching them play football. When i left to New York they were never on a football team, they always played it for fun though.
"Grayson is the quarterback" molly says and i smile realizing it.
"He's so good!" I say when he throws the ball and someone runs with it then gets tackled.
"Yeah he's good. So is Ethan" she says and i nod. Three throws later and they get a touchdown, scored by of course Ethan. The crowd was yelling and cheering.
"Theres defiantly going to be a party" molly says and i nod.
"I cant wait"
"Wow you're actually excited for a party?" She says and i scoff.
"Of course, I'm a party animal" i wink and her and she laughs.
"Oh god"
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Of course we won. I never realized how good the boys were, I guess its because when i left I've never seen them play on an actual team. After the game we waited for Grayson and Ethan. I told them a while ago that for there first game i would drive them home. Grayson walked over to molly and I waiting outside of the field. He was taking off his helmet.
"Grayson! You were so good" i say excitedly and he smiles.
"Thanks Rebecca" he goes in for a hug but i back away.
"You're too sweaty sorry" i say and he Grayson pouts.
"Do you think Ethans coming?" molly asks and i purse my lips together.
"Honestly, i don't think he will. But lets wait a little and see" Grayson says and i nod.
After a few minutes Ethan comes jogging over. Holy fuck did he look good in his jersey, his tight pants and his sweaty messy hair. I bit my lip as he came over.
"Lilia is driving me home" he says patting gray on the back. Gray nods and they exchange goodbyes. Not once did he look at me or even glance my way.
Holy fuck did it hurt
"Well then" Grayson says snapping me out of it. Thank god they didn't notice my eyes filling with tears.
"You good?" Molly asks and i nod as we walk towards my car.
I dropped off Grayson first and then Molly. As i drove home i thought of Ethan. Its like i cant get my mind off of him. It hurt me that he literally hated me at the moment. Im honestly starting to hate myself too. I was never the type to hurt someone purposely, even if that person hurt me. I really shouldn't have slept with Jack.
I then imagined what Ethan was doing right now. He was probably making out with Lilia or something. I cant believe after everything she did and is continuing to do, he's still leading her on. Does he like her still?
Why should i care though. I don't understand why i care so much about Lilia and Ethan. Ethan is my best friend, nothing else. Right?
When i got inside my house my parents were sleeping so i slowly crept into my room and changed into pajamas before going on my phone in bed, its a habit. I went on snapchat and saw Lilia posted something. I really didn't want to watch it but i was so tempted. So I clicked it.
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I immediately clicked off and put my phone on the side of my bed. I snuggled up against my pillow.
Why did it hurt this much?
Sorry this took so long for me to get up but MERRY CHRISTMAS! Sort of, tomorrow is Christmas eve so Im probably not posting then or on Christmas so I'm just telling yall now! I hope you all have happy holidays!
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