GUYSSS I KNOW I SUCK! things with my moms health haven't been the greatest im so so sorry:( I promise ill get the next couple of chapters up faster.
ANYWAYS this chapters shoutout goes to, @hissing_dolanz. Thanks for the support love;)
The day has come, my grandmothers funeral. But things were getting better, no one likes Lilia after she lied telling everyone she was pregnant and Ethan was the dad. My parents finally know that Ethan and I are dating, well my dad knows it wasn't that pretty but he accepted it. And prom is just around the corner. I am kind of sad that high school is ending just because i'm scared of what the future holds.
But right now I was snuggled up against Ethan in the back seat of my dads car. My mom was in the passenger seat. It was so quiet and depressing, everyone was wearing black and on the verge of crying. I knew Ethan hated seeing me like this and was trying everything to keep my happy.
"Im right here" he whispers into my ear and slips his hand into mine before we get out of the car. I give him a slight smile as he helps me out of the car, I smoothen my dress and grab Ethans hand again never wanting to let go. I look at all the people in the cemetery, so many people.
Everyone was just surrounding the casket that was on a stand with her picture on top with some flowers. There was a guy standing next to it too with a book, he would probably be talking later.
Some were crying while someone comforted them and others were talking quietly. I took an uneasy breath right when we arrived by the people. There was a hole dug where they'd put her in the ground. This was all just too depressing for me, I don't want to see this and I don't even want to be here. But I know I have to be here, for her.
My two cousins approach me and both hug me. One, Allison looks over at Ethan with a smirk.
"Who's this?" she asks and my other cousin, Julia just rolls her eyes.
"Its my boyfriend Ethan" he smiles down at me and looks at Allison whose face totally changes.
"Oh wow look at you!" I just giggle, sadly it sounded so fake. So I just walk away, as I walk away I hear Ethan apologize for me. I walk away to a bench a little further than the group. I sit and look down at the floor.
Soon enough Ethan is walking slowly up to me, "Can I sit?" I just nod.
"This is so hard" I bite my lip holding in tears. He wraps his arm around me and sighs.
"I know baby" he doesn't know though.
"I just wanna go home" but i know i have to stay, i have to stay for her.
"You can do this, you can get through the two hours" he holds my hand with the arm thats wrapped me. I take a deep breathe and nod.
Thank god for Ethan...
"Thank god thats over" my mom huffs getting into the car with her red puffy eyes.
"I know, I didn't think I could ever cry that much" I shake my head and Ethan glances at him and rests his hand on my thigh. I bite my lip and lean my head on his shoulder.
"Ethan was it okay?" my dad asks and I feel Ethan shift.
"It was pretty sad obviously but yeah it was okay" my heart fills and I kind of drift out of their conversation. I realized how great Ethan was, how he has stayed with me right by my side through the good and the bad. He has my whole heart, i'm in love with this boy. Through all the sadness he continues to make me smile and I can't even begin to explain the way I feel about him. Im overwhelmed with the amount of happiness one person can give me.
I snuggle onto him and whisper to him,
"I love you" I watched as his face lit up.
"I love you more baby girl"
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My parents let Ethan stay for a little while so I took him upstairs because I want to watch Netflix for a little. I went into the bathroom to get out of this depressing dress though. I changed into some joggers and a tank top.
When I came back into the room Ethan was shirtless on his phone. I giggled and got into bed with him. He shuts off his phone and turns towards me running his hand through my hair.
"How are you?" I sigh
"Better now" I say rubbing my hands against his bare stomach.
"Good" he rests his hand on my cheek. We both begin leaning in and begin kissing, our kissing soon became a heated make out session when I straddle him as he lays down. His hands grip my ass as we kiss. I then begin kissing down his neck and chest, leaving a few marks on his chest. I kiss my way back up to his lips and slowly moving my hips against him. I know he's enjoying it when his breathe speeds up and he helps move my ass against him.
"tease" he says and I smirk, suddenly he flips us around so now he's on top. I feel him taking off his pants so I take off my pants too. Ethan takes off my shirt and throws it and kisses me. Who knows where he got a condom but he put it on and I slipped down my underwear.
"Be quiet babygirl, your parents cant hear us" I nod and he slips it in, I throw my head back as he begins moving inside of me. He picks up pace and grabs my legs and puts the around him so my feet connect around his torso. He's now going deeper and faster, I wanted to moan so badly but I couldn't so I covered my mouth. I scratch my nails onto his back as the pleasure continues, his strokes become sloppy so I know he was gonna cum, I was too.
"Holy fuck" he whispers as he cuts but continues to go as my legs shake and I then cum too.
He flops off of me and lays on his back, our breathes fill the air.
"Guys dinner!" my mom yells.
"shit" we both say at the same time.
This isn't my best chapter:( but these next chapters will be good and im going to update fast! Love you guys so much!! Stay active for a shoutout.
Keep my mom in your prayers<3
