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"Molly are you almost done?! I want to get drunk" i yell as molly is taking forever to do her makeup.
"Chill..chill I'm ready lets go!" she says grabbing her stuff and then we walk downstairs and out the door. We were taking her car tonight because we're sleeping at her house tonight.
"Im super excited for the catholic boys!" she says driving.
"What if they're holy nice boys?" I say with a chuckle.
"Obviously they aren't if they're coming to this party" she says.
"True" I look down at my phone looking for a text a snapchat, just something from Ethan. But there is nothing.
"Why do you keep looking at your phone?" I bite my lip.
"Nothing just want a snapchat or something from E" I shrug.
"Don't worry he's probably just waiting for you at the party" She says.
"Hopefully" We arrive at the party and get out. As soon as we step in the blood rushes through my body. I was excited for tonight, it was because of Ethan and what he said to me in school. But also every time I thought about it I was nervous. Was something going to happen between us tonight? I mean after he fingered me after all! That has to mean something, hopefully.
I decided to stop fantasizing and go get a drink. Of course I see Molly with two guys, probably prep boys. I glance to see Grayson with a girl, probably the girl he was talking to earlier at school. She walks away from him though so I walk over to him.
"Was that the girl?" I ask and he smiles.
"No it was her friend telling me she's on her way" I nod.
"You're excited. Do you know where Ethan is?" I ask.
"Great question, he should be around here somewhere" I nod and say thanks before walking away. I looked around for him while trying to be forced to dance with random guys. This is why I never go to parties. I decided to go upstairs to pee because I downed my drink. I still couldn't find Ethan. I opened a door hoping it was the bathroom but instead I was greeted with something that hurt more than it should've.
Ethan, with a half naked Lilia in bed making out.
I gasp and Ethan and Lilia looks over. Lilia of course has a smirk plastered onto her face. Ethan rushes up and begins quickly getting dressed while she covers her body. It was like everything was going in slow motion, it was like my heart was being ripped out of my chest.
"Becca!" I hear from Ethan as I quickly turn around and go down the stairs. I pushed through the dancing crowd and went out the door.
"Becca wait! Please stop!" Ethan begs as I walk faster down the block. I hear his steps, he's running. He then pulls my arm and turns me around.
"Becca I'm sorry. Its not what it looked like" he shakes his head panting from catching up to me.
"So then what was it Ethan" I say hurt.
"I didn't want it, it all just happened. I couldn't stop her" He says and I chuckle.
"Please stop lying. Im sick of you lying to my face! Why can't you just tell me the truth instead of leading me on and making me look like an idiot!" I say and he looks sorry. I just scoff when he says nothing and turn around to walk away but he grabs me again.
"Im not lying, she can be very manipulative. She's not what I want" He shakes his head and I wipe my tears.
"So then what do you want" I was giving him a chance, please don't fuck this up Ethan. Please tell me what I want to hear. He stands there and looks at me like he has something to say but he cant get it out.
"I"was all he could say.
"Im over it" I say giving up and turning around to walk away. This time nothing happened, I just walked away.
I wanted him to stop me, I wanted him to call me back to him. But he didn't, and It hurt.
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