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I'm still in shock Ethan Dolan is officially mine, all fucking mine. I couldn't help but smile at the thought. We are currently in the car, Ethan is driving me home. Now don't get me wrong i'm so excited to see my parents. But I still cant face the thought that my grandma is dying, of course we are gonna visit her and all but I feel like I cant do it. I feel like I cant see her without breaking down, I mean she's my grandma I don't want to see her the way she is.
"Are you okay baby?" Ethan asks, that word 'baby' just makes my heart skip a beat.
"Yeah, why?" I ask and he chuckles.
"You grabbed onto my hand" I look down and my cheeks tint pink.
"Oh sorry" I go to pull away but he tightens his grip.
"I like it" I giggle as he pulls my hand up and kisses the back of it. With my other hand I grab my phone and see that 2 hours ago Ethan tagged me in something, I was sleeping still so I didn't get to see it.
@Ethan Dolan
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@Ethan Dolan: all mine ;)
Comments:
@Grayson Dolan: its about fucking time!!
@Molly: must be nice...
@Molly: my bestie is a whole meal tho
@Jack: damnnnn
@Lilia: hoe ass
@Rebecca: All yours <3
I decided to pay no mind to jacks nor Lilias comment just because everything that comes out of their mouths are irrelevant. Theres nothing they can say that can change the fact that Ethan is mine. So ha I win.
I guess I drifted off to sleep after I went off of instagram because all of a sudden Ethan was waking me up.
"You're always falling asleep on me" he chuckles and I smile lightly taking off my seat belt. As I'm getting out Ethan is getting my bag in the trunk. I see my parents car in the driveway, they are probably wondering where I am.
"Thank you" I say sleepily as he hands me my bag. I hug him and then we pull away but i'm still in his arms.
"Give me a kiss" I giggle and kiss him, he deepens the kiss holding onto my cheeks. My lips crave his the second we pull apart.
"Goodbye" he waves and I blow a kiss watching him getting in his car. I open my front door and walk in. I catch my mom peeking through the windows but she quickly backs away making it seem like she wasn't watching.
"Mom!" I say and she covers her mouth laughing.
"Im sorry! Was that Ethan Dolan? Are you guys dating? You guys are so cute!" she's such a fan.
"Yes mom and yes mom" I say and she comes and hugs me.
"Cute but you're gonna have to tell your dad" I sigh
"Unfortunately yes I know" She nods and shoo's me away. So I go up into my room and start unpacking. My room was a mess before I left and I never got the chance to clean it so I played my playlist on my laptop and got to work.
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It was time.. Me, my dad and mom were on our way to see my grandma at the hospital. My legs were shaking and I could already feel my tears brewing as we walked through the lonely, bland hallways. Ive always hated hospitals, I hate that feeling it gives you. Ethan has been blowing up my phone but I cant answer, this is my time with her. I sat in the hallway outside of the room giving my mom and dad there alone time with her, I wanted to see her by myself too. When they walked out my mom was crying and my dad was rubbing her back.
I got up rubbing the sweat off my hands onto my jeans and walked into the room and there she was. She was dying, she was weak and hurt but she managed to have a smile on her face still. "Rebecca!" she says excitedly but low. I chuckle and sit down next to her and hold her hand. The tears came out, I couldn't hold them anymore.
"Im sorry" was the first thing I got out, she looked at me confused.
"Why hun, don't be" she says lightly squeezing my hand.
"Because I haven't spent enough time with you and i'm afraid I won't be able to ever again" I sob and she leans my head down onto her and rub my hair. She always loved playing with my hair and she knew I loved it too. I silently cry onto her.
"Its fine Rebecca, there is nothing we can do about it now. All we can do is cherish those moments we had" I sniff and continue crying, I cant help it.
"I know I should, grandma I don't want you to leave me" I hear her sigh.
"Im afraid thats life"
We spent all night talking, just me and her and then all of us. When I got home I showered wanting to get the hospital scent off of me. After that I got into bed, I saw all of Ethans texts but I just decided to not respond to what he said and say this,
Me: Ethan, im falling apart. My grandma is dying and there isn't anything I can do about it. I miss her, I miss her already and she isn't even gone. Today I couldn't bear the sight of her body in that hospital bed. I cant, Ethan I don't think I can cope with her being gone soon
The first thing he did was call me, but I couldn't answer, I couldn't talk. I was bawling my eyes out. He left me a voicemail though.
Ethan: listen to that baby, i'm so so sorry I cant be there with you right now. I want to hold you and kiss you and tell you everything will be okay
So I listened to it...
It made me cry even more, he's so sweet I cant even right now. I was currently crying but I was low-key flipping out because he said he loves me.
Me: I love you too
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