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Ethan's POV
"So then what do you want" she said as her tears threatened to come out.
Just tell her you ass, tell her you want her. Tell her you cried when she left you and never called or texted you. Tell her how much you loved her, fucking tell her!
"I" I was all I could get out. Im such a fucking idiot!
"Im over it" She says, I could hear the hurt behind it. She began to walk away from me.
Don't let her go, don't let her leave you again. Go after her and tell her, tell her everything.
But I could'nt move, I could'nt speak. I just stood there and watched her walk away from me. I let her leave me again, without telling her how I feel.
"Fucking shit"I whispered to myself angrily. I groaned and walked inside, I looked over to the table and grabbed a beer, then I grabbed another. Figured I'll need it for later.
"Hey hottie" A blonde chick came up to me as I drank my beer on the couch.
"Hey" I say with a smirk. One beer down.
"Wanna have some fun? I've been looking for you all night" oh god it was disgusting how she said it. I was honestly confused, she was waiting for me?
"Sure" I mean fuck it, she's already was cradled on my lap sucking my neck. I groaned and gripped her ass, she moved to the beat of the song that was blaring as other people were grinding onto each other as well.
She moaned into my ear breathlessly, I figured we should take it upstairs so I tapped her and she followed me up. Into the same room as Lilia, I imagined the look on Becca's face. Pure hurt and shock, it made me feel terrible. I downed my second beer and placed it onto the desk. I pushed her onto the bed.
I dont deserve her...
She cant be with me, i'll only hurt her. Its what I do best I suppose. She's too good, way to good.
"Fuck me" She whines as I realized we were naked now. I slip myself Inside of her and start moving. She digs her nails along my back as I push up her legs causing more pleasure.
"Shit" I moan and grip her hips as I now pound into her.
Im sorry Becca
Rebecca's POV
I walked home as my feet throbbed, I took them off. I couldn't stop the tears from falling. How stupid was I to think that he cared, that he actually wanted something. He only wanted my body, he didn't want me. I should've known though because I know what he does, I know what he does to girls, how he treats them. It was hilarious of me to think that he would change especially for me. Im not the girls he typically goes for, he goes for nice butt and boobs. Im average I'm the definition of a potato.
I chuckled and wiped my tears as I unlocked my door. Im being pathetic, i'm wasting my tears on someone whose probably already fucking someone else. Im literally wasting my $23 better than sex mascara. I closed my door and threw my shoes, I practically dragged myself upstairs.
"Shit" I say as I remember I was supposed to sleep at molly's tonight. I grab my phone and call her.
"Rebecca! Where did you go?" she says. I struggle to hear her.
"I went home i'm so sorry. I think i'm just gonna sleep here I have a bad headache" I lie.
"Okay thats fine because I think ill be busy tonight with a catholic hotty" I roll my eyes and chuckle.
"Have fun! Oh and use protection" she scoffs.
"Got it mom. Goodnight feel better"
"Goodnight" She hangs up, at least one of us is having a good night. I sigh and change out of my outfit and into sweats and a tank top. I go into the bathroom and wash all of my makeup off, I then hop into bed. I check my phone, nothing. Nothing from him, no explanation, no sorry, no I want you. Nothing. This night was a total waste of time and to think something good would've happened tonight! What a joke.
I mean thats what this whole 'thing' was to him right? A joke, he thinks he can kiss me and finger me and tell me what I want to hear just to go and make out with his ex cunt of a girlfriend! He made me feel sorry for him and he made me want him back after he proved to me and showed me plenty of times that he wasn't capable of liking me or even capable or treating me right.
The tears keep falling and making my pillow wet. I'm literally drowning in my tears.
I wish I was what you wanted....
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The next day I woke up and my house was so quiet. I honestly missed my parents, well I still have a whole month. I checked my phone, still nothing. Why was I actually hoping he'd text me? I dragged myself out of bed and downstairs to make some eggo waffles. I put on my playlist as I made them, it literally just involved the toaster and me spreading butter onto them and syrup.
I grabbed my plate and went into my living room, my mom wasn't here to tell me to not eat in here. She's crazy when it comes to our house being clean. Suddenly there was a knock on my door, I get up lazily and opened it. I was faced with a Grayson, clearly hungover.
"You're a mess" I say letting him in, he sits on the couch.
"Thanks for that" I chuckle sitting down continuing to eat my waffles.
"E told me everything this morning" I nod unable to talk so he continues, "How do you feel?" he asks.
"Honestly, like shit" I shrug trying to keep myself together.
"I know how it feels, well kinda" he says looking down.
"What? What happened?" I ask.
"Well I waited for that girl, for hours. So I left the party and got drunk with my friend instead" he shrugs and I sigh.
"Some people just suck" he hums in agreement.
"Amen to that" I laugh
"Where do you think she was?" I ask.
"That girl remember that you saw me with" I nod "she said she saw her grinding on someone on the couch" He shrugs and I gasp.
"Thats a fucked up move" I say and he nods. "Well lets be sad little bitches together" I say handing him the remote and letting him share a blanket with me. He smiles and we watch a movie together.
I honestly was very grateful for Grayson.
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