Diary, Diary// f.w.

Four walls

A/n: Heyyo everyone! This is a short chapter, a filler one might say, to boil the pot for the tea I will be spilling pretty soon. Y'all better get your munchies, your wine or whatever isn't tea (Because we gotta save the tea for later), and enjoy the little slice of complicatedness that is Molly's life. Also, I dedicate this small chapter to gazebolosers, ( My baby girl Riley). I hope I make your heart hurt in the best way possible lmao. Love youuuu!

I wake up with a throbbing pain in my head, and my mouth dry. I open my eyes slowly, blinking. As my eyes adjust to the environment, I'm home. Looking around, I have some clean pajamas on and I smell like my shampoo and body wash. 

"You're awake."

I jump at the sound of my dad's voice. 

"Dad?" His eyes laid on my face, soft and full of love. He's always been and gentle human. Super sweet and caring. 

"Hey, honey. How are you feeling?" Ignoring his question, memories of everything that had happened today flooded my brain. I sit up straight, and peer around my room. 

"Where's Finn?" He lets out a hearty chuckle and smiles widely, "You looking to thank your hero?" I roll my eyes and glare at him. I'm in no mood for his jokes. "I'll take it that you're doing better. Since you're back to glaring and rolling your eyes."

"Dad, where i-" "He's downstairs." I bolt out of bed and run downstairs, trying to find which room he's in. 

I hear a conversation going on in the kitchen. Being the curious person I am, I tiptoe to the hallway and hide there where I can hear everything. "I don't care." It's Finn's voice.

"I don't think you should've-" Kiiara. What the fuck is Kiiara doing in my house? Of all people?

"What? Would you expect me to just let her drown? She can't swim."

"I'm so confused, Finn. Do you like her?" 

"No. I don't. She means nothing to me." My heart sinks. I start to feel the same way I did while I was on the bus. I mean nothing to him. Of course I don't. Why am I being like this? Why is this effecting me? I shouldn't care what he thinks.

Kiiara crosses her arms over her perky breasts, and leans on one hip. "Then why would you give her mouth to mouth? Hm?" 

"Because it was the right thing to do."

Slap.

That was all I needed to hear. All I needed to witness for me to bolt to my room and slam the door behind me. I get into the bathroom and lock the door. I wanted to take a shower. I needed to clear my mind. My chest feels heavy. 

I sob quietly as the hot water hits me. I'm currently curled up in a ball on the floor. I feel like vomiting. I hear knocking on the door, followed by Finn's voice. "Molly are you okay?"

"GO AWAY."

"Molly what's wrong?"

"LEAVE ME ALONE JUST GET OUT. GO."

A few seconds went by, before I can hear footsteps leave the bedroom.