Diary, Diary// f.w.

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A/N: Hey everyone! Thanks for getting me to #41 in diary entry! As I've said before, I have never gotten this far with writing a story. Your continuous support keeps me motivated and makes my heart happy! I hope you enjoy reading this chapter! Please, if you could share this with your friends and vote some more I would be absolutely happy. Thank you again, and have a good day/ evening/ night.

I'm walking and I don't know where. Somewhere I guess. I always walked, ever since I was little. If something were on my mind, I'd take a walk. I usually took off to Carlo's. But it's two in the morning, and Carlo's is closed.

The air is fresh, there's a slight breeze. A cold breeze. And somewhere in my mind I'm thinking that days could be better. How is it that one person, a person you don't know, could change your life forever? 

I've been walking for about thirty minutes when I reach a park. The park was calm and quiet, secluded from the large neighborhood. There weren't any houses for another two miles. So I sat on one of the swings. I let the cold breeze swish through my hair. Everything was so cold. My nose, my hands and fingers, my feet, my whole entire body. I was shivering. Until I felt warm wet droplets stream down my cheeks. Tears. and I flailed around. I kicked the sand from under my feet, and sucked in all the air I could and I screamed. I screamed until my throat felt tight. 

I was silent for a moment. Then I heard it. Footsteps. Coming from the playground. I bolted up right from the swings, and stood there. And then I saw the familiar faces of Oliver, Jack and Finn. All with shock, and worry in their expressions.

"Molly! Is that you?" My  brother rushed over to me, shining his phone's flashlight in my face. "What's going on?" I can hear Jack shout. My brother pulled me in for a bear hug and questioned me.

Finn was now in front of me, shuffling his feet in the sand. "Why are you crying?" "I'm not crying." 

"Yes you are." Concern dripped from his voice, his eyes frantic. "I just needed to get out of my house." My brother smirked, "Don't we all?" 

Jack gave me a sideways hug, "Are you sure that's all that's happening?" I don't understand why they all look so concerned.

"Yeah I'm sure." Finn wasn't buying anything I was saying. The look of unease and doubt spread across his face. "Then why are you crying?" "I'm overwhelmed" "By what?" He pressed. "Nothing-" 

"It can't be nothing . Why would you be crying over nothing?"

"I'm crying because of you. You're a jerk, Finn. 

 "We should leave them alone." My brother grabbed Jack

"You lead me on and then you push me away from you. You tell me we're friends and then the next day we're not. You haven't even talked to me for weeks now." It all just came out. And I couldn't help but cry even more. He did the most unexpected thing, and pulled me in for a hug. 

"I never meant to hurt your feelings. I-" I stood there, my heart beating a million miles per minute.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry- I never meant to..." And with that, I forgave him instantly.