Why me?(carl grimes)[On Hold]

Having a new Friend

OMFG..its been sooo freaking long and im very sorry!!

I hope you forgive me! You dont? Oh...ok then..(goes to a corner in shame)

As an apology, i shall give you a long chapter! Again..im so freaking sorry!

Remember i don't own the walking dead or kellin quinn... Lets begin!! Enjoy

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      Carter's Pov

I looked up and saw-

A boy that looks about 15ish or 16ish, has dark brownish black hair, nerdy glasses, and looks taller than carl,he's cute i admit...

"Umm yea. Its really nice here..thank you for letting me stay.." I'm not really good meeting new people and like I said earlier 'Im not good at making friends'. I get socially awkward alot and i can never make an interesting conversation.. But it didn't seem to bother the boy..

"Great! The names Patrick! And it shouldn't be you thanking me, you should really thank Rick. He's the leader of the group and he seemed to trust you, which is pretty rare nowa days." He seemed like a great person to get along. A little energetic but that's ok. I find it kinda cute....

"Then i shall thank him later on. Why is it rare for him trust people?" I was curious why he doesn't trust people. Why did he trust me?..

"Um.. I don't really know if i should tell you honestly. Maybe Rick will tell you himself. I just don't want to blurt out his business. Im sorry"  He said with a apologetic face.

"That's ok. I understand. You dont need to be sorry." I said putting a hand on his shoulder.

"Ok..Hey maybe we can- you know...hang out somtimes? Not a date or anything but just as friends?" He said scratching his neck.

"Of course! To be honest... You're my first EVER friend i had my whole life..." I said very sad that i noticed..i never really had any body that accepted me other than kellin and his band mates..

" Really?! But.. You're a awesome girl that's really nice, beautiful, funny, amazing, and just..perfect!" He said with a blush on his face, scratching the back of his head.

I blushed really hard.i hope he doesn't noticed.Thank god for my hair hiding my face...

"Yea... People just didn't like me for some reason.. I understand why..im not beautiful, funny, amazing, perfect..I'm ugly as fuck, fat as hell, im a waste of space, im worthless.." I said tears started oozing out of my eyes, knowing it was the truth..

'Dammit Carter! You're getting attached! You're not supposed to get attached to anyone! Stop crying! Its the truth and you should get used to it!' I thought angry at myself because i broke the number one rule that shouldn't ever break.

Getting attached...

I know its ok to get attached but the last time i got attached i got hurt..

~~(flashback)~~~

"Hey Carter, names Jake. Wanna be friends?"asked a boy with black skaterboy hair, green eyes, looks about 5'9 tall, cute dimples when ever he's smiling.

"Hi Jake and... Sure!" I answered smiling.

Jake was truthfully, my first friend ever. After that day it's like we instantly clicked. We were always together, going on runs, playing around, or just whatever.

We were both in a group and i was actually happy for once in my life. I found people who cared about me and want me here then i found that what i thought was a big fatass lie...