I'm Not What You Think I Am

Judgement Day

Carl looked over at Maggie she was in so much pain. They had to get to the Hilltop. He had trapped Enid so that he could go with them. He got onto the RV and he looked at Maggie. He knew she was worried about where Belle was. He didn't know how he would tell Belle, if she was still alive, about how he got his eye shot. He sighed and he rubbed the back of his neck as they drove into the night. Carl looked outside as he saw that the road was blocked. He had a bad feeling that someone didn't want them to get to Hilltop. Everything was going okay until they had to pick Maggie up and carry her. Carl wasn't gonna carry her so he grabbed his machete and he got ready to attack walkers around them. He ran up behind his dad and he sliced the head of a walker. But they all frozen when headlights came on and they were trapped. Carl was scared. He's never been surrounded by people before. Only walkers. He stayed close to Maggie to make sure she was alright. Everything has been a shit show for a while. With the attack and everything. He was pushed and shoved down to his knees and was forced to look at what was their RV. He was not ready for what was about to happen...

"No..." Carl whispered as he watched his lover come out with the leader of the Saviors. Negan. Belle looked at Negan. She didn't know they were facing them. She held her bat as she stood next to Negan. She could feel the looks everyone was giving her. She heard her mom cry out in shock and pain at seeing her baby girl there like a monster. Belle watched Negan as he talked to the group until she was summoned. 

"And now she will beat the holy hell out of one of you." Negan said pointing to her. 

"Death by one of your own. Isn't that sweet, Because you see here. Belle was mine from the beginning. You found her at the cell. Those barbwires were from me. She's a serial killer. How many people have you killed darling?" Negan asked.

"Forty-four and counting. Tonight will be lucky number forty-five." She said as she looked at Negan. He chuckled. 

"Now this here is Lucille and her's is Koda and one of you is gonna be honored to get their ass kicked by Koda or Lucille depending on who it lands on." Negan said smirking He walked around and Belle followed. Negan bent down by Carl. 

"Lighten up kid. I don't think your girl won't kill you tonight." Negan said chuckling. Carl looked at Belle, How could he have fallen in love with a killer. Belle walked over to her mom.

"Damn you look shitty. What did dad do knock you up in a tree." Belle joked as she looked at Maggie. 

"Don't you dare touch her!" Glenne said leaping forward almost attacking Belle. Belle growled. 

"Get his ass in line!" She ordered her uncle Dwight. Negan sighed and he walked around. 

"Now, if anyone of you pulls that shit again. I will shut that shit down no exception. The first ones free. It was an emotional moment. I get it." Negan said. The killer duo paced around simply not knowing who to kill. Belle looked at Negan. 

"I got an idea," Belle said happily. She walked up to Rick and she pointed her bat at Rick. 

"Eeny" Belle then continued on with the old how to pick something song. She saw that her bat landed on Abraham. 

"Looks like Ginger gets it." She said as she lifted her bat. 

"You can blink, You can breathe, You can cry. Hell. Your all gonna be doing that." She said as she then swung her bat down hard on his head. Belle laughed as she was enjoying this. Everyone was shaking in fear. Carl, Maggie, Glenn, and Rick more than anyone. This was their little girl...And now she's a monster...

"He's still alive?! Negan come look. I think he has some last words." She said making it a game. Negan chuckled. 

"Suck my nuts," Abraham said. Belle lifted her bat and so did Negan and the two laid a double hard ass hit to kill him. But Belle kept going. She wanted blood. She grunted as she swung hard. Putting everything she has into it. She laughed as the man was dead now. 

"Did you hear that. He, He said suck my nuts." She said laughing as she said it. Negan walked over to Belle and he smiled. 

"Look at my dirty little girl. Killing a man like it's a walker. I'm so proud of her." He said. Belle walked over to Carl and she leaned forward. 

"Are you proud of me baby?" She asked. Carl only looked away. Belle pouted and she stood up. 

"But I kill for you. You know that. I did at terminus remember...Oh, wait I forgot. I never told who what I was because by the time I was gonna tell you we got to Alexandria and you were head over heels for Enid. Well, ya know what. When we come to take some shit. She will be on the list. Maybe we will do it just like this. " Belle said as she leaned down and looked at him. She grabbed his face and she looked at his bandaged eye. 

"Next time when we are alone you're gonna tell me about what happened to your eye," Belle said before she let go of his face. Carl looked away. His heart was breaking. The one person he loved more than the world...Was evil...A serial killer...Negan's right-hand killer...Carl wanted to cry.  But Belle went back to Negan once she heard Maggie yelled. Belle's human's side came back to her. 

"NO!" She screamed as Negan hit Glenn. She ran up and she grabbed Negan's arm holding it back. Negan harshly threw Belle to the ground. 

"Belle....M-Maggie I will find you," Glenn said as he was dying.

"Dad..." Belle said as she reached for Glenn, But Negan destroyed Glenn. Belle curled up and she started to cry. Belle was later kicked in the stomach by Negan. She looked up at him. 

"Man up soldier. You don't cry." Negan said. Belle nodded and she looked down. She then looked at Carl and she whimpered as she was beaten up. Maggie was breaking down. Negan was punishing Belle. Belle got kicked in the back and her stomach but that was it. Belle laid in the gravel not moving much. Her eyes were closed and her face was facing Carl. Breathing lightly. Carl leaned forward letting a tear fall down his face. Negan dragged Rick away in the RV. Carl crawled over to Belle. Dwight allowed the boy go to Belle. Carl sat beside her and he pulled her uper half into his lap and he let his tears fall. He lifted her forehead to his and he met her halfway. 

"Please...Wake up for me...I love you...I don't care if your a killer. I know you wouldn't kill us willingly. He brainwashed you...Belle please...Your all I have besides my family." Carl said softly to her as he held her close. His tear hit her cheek and ran down to his pants. He then leaned down and he placed his soft lips on hers. He needed her in his life.