Taehyung's Noona (J-hopeXreader)

Letting it out

(Y/N) POV

Yoongi helped me bring my things in from my car. Luckily they have an extra room that I can use. I unpacked my suitcases and put them in the closet, then sat on the bed. I fell back and sighed. This has been a crazy day. I feel bad that I had to move in. I don't want to be in the way. I groaned and rolled onto my stomach.

I laid like this until there I heard a knock on the door.

"Come in," I yelled because my face was in the blankets.

The door opened and I heard the deep chuckle of my brother.

"What are you doing?" He asked, clearly amused of the sight he walked in on. He poked my side and I jolted and flipped onto my back.

I sighed again and said, "today has been intense. I feel drained. Emotionally, mentally and physically." I looked up at Tae. He sat down and laid on his back as well.

"Remember when we were younger how we would lay just like this? We would have "life chats" where we talked about everything on our minds," he said.

"I remember that. I always vented about mum and dad. I felt better after every chat. Even though you were the one who had to offer it because I don't like to open up,"I responded.

I felt Tae nodding. "Lets have one right now," he offered.

Just like old times.

"I don't know Tae Tae. I always hated spilling my problems to you. I feel bad about it."

Even though he is the only one I trust enough to open up deeply to, I still feel guilty throwing my problems at him. That's why I always tell him I can take care of myself.  But he never judges me. Except for when he sees me trip over a flat surface.

He stayed quiet, knowing I'm going to talk anyway. I swear he gets his stubbornness from me. I sighed heavily, knowing I have to let it all out, but not really wanting to.

Let's get this over with.

"I can't believe that ass cheated on me. I gave him everything. I supported him 100%. I did everything for him. I let him on my channel for fucks sake! And this is how he repays me."

I put my arm over my eyes, trying to keep the tears in.

"I put up with his bullshit for so long! And for what? For him to throw it all way for some other pussy!"

"Now I had to move out. I'm just a burden. I'm going to be in the way here, TaeTae. I don't want that. I..."

I didn't know what else to say. The tears finally came. I began bawling.

Taehyung wrapped his arms around me. As much as I tell him I can take care of myself, I'm glad he doesn't listen sometimes. He is the best little brother ever. He didn't say anything, he just held me and stroked my hair. This is what I needed.

"What did I do to deserve this?" I cried out. Tae pushed me away from him, holding my shoulders.

"You did nothing, Noona. You didn't deserve this. You are an amazing person, and even better sister. Hee-chul is just a jerk who didn't realize or care what he had." He pulled me back into him.

I smiled lightly. He knows exactly what to say. I hope whoever he dates treats him well, or they will have me to answer to.

It took a while, but I finally cried myself out. I usually don't cry for long, but I felt that I needed this. Tae was there the whole time. He never complained.

I pulled myself back and wiped my eyes.

I'm drained. I sighed for the millionth time today.

Today? What time is it?

"Tae what's the time?" I asked yawning. He giggled and looked at his phone. "It's about half two. Time for us to get to sleep," he answered. I nodded and yawned again. We both got up from my bed, said goodnight, and Tae headed to his room. I got ready for bed and climbed in.

Hopefully things will get better soon.

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