Taehyung's Noona (J-hopeXreader)

Sleepover at Zalfie's Pt. Two

(Y/N) POV

We are chilling in the living room. I'm sitting on the floor with Nala on my lap. She's so cute I want to steal her.

"Nala can I take you away? I'll pack you in my bag. No one will know," I said quietly but loud enough for everyone to hear. I grinned cheekily at Alfie. He chuckles. "I don't think so."

"Awe," I pouted," I tried."

"So (Y/N)?" I hear Poppy call me. I look over to her. "How is it living with seven boys being the only girl?"

I furrow my brows.

What is she asking me?

She widens her eyes. "I didn't mean it in a bad way! I was just asking how you handle it. I would go crazy. I need my privacy," she explained and shook her head.

I sighed in relief and relaxed before I spoke.

"It's alright. I mean I've known them for almost seven years now. My brother is also there haha. I've gotten used to it over the years. But I'm not staying forever. I'm going to get my own place again eventually." I laughed remembering all the craziness with the boys.

I'm kind of missing them, especially Tae and Hobi.

I furrowed my brows again wondering if everything is okay with Tae, Hobi and Namjoon. I hope so.

"Are you okay (Y/N)?" I hear Mark ask. I snapped my head up. "Hmm? Oh! Yes I'm fine," I said quickly.

Probably too quick.

"You sure? We are your friends. You can talk to us if you need to," Sean says comfortingly.

I sighed again. "It's a long story. I'm sure you don't want to hear it and you probably won't understand if you don't keep up with BTS," I said. I don't want to burden them.

Everyone looks concerned now. "What happened? Even if we don't really keep up we are still here for you. I think I know what's wrong because I watch your vlogs," Zoë implies.

I shook my head. "You don't know the half of it, my dear chingu." "Sorry what?"

"Friend."

"Oh. Heh."

I giggled.

It got quiet and they were all looking at me expectantly. I took a deep breath and put my head down. Then I put it back up and told them everything.

I don't know why I'm doing this. Taehyung is the only one who I can open up and vent to. But I guess because he is part of the issue now I need someone else. These guys can give me an objective opinion and not be biased. It's perfect.

*after explaining*

Silence, wide eyes, and open mouths.

Zoë, Alfie, Poppy, Sean and Mark are just staring at me not speaking. I'm feeling very self conscious and uncomfortable. I look down so I don't have to see their faces. Nala is somehow still on my lap so I start petting her for something to do.

"Wow. I...I don't know what to say," Zoë says shaking her head. I just kept looking down. I should feel happy now. Because I have chosen Hoseok. But it's still drama that is now out in the world.

"I just wish that Arirang didn't air that episode. Or at least cut that part out," I mumbled.

I just thought of something. I haven't actually really looked at the comments on that video on YouTube.

"Hey Sean can you hand me my laptop?" He gave it to me. "Thanks." "No problem." I went onto YouTube and searched that video.

"Aish!" I shouted scaring Nala. She jumped up and ran to Poppy.

"What's wrong?" Mark asked worried. I put my hands to my face and groaned. I got up and sat closer to everyone putting my laptop on the coffee table. "The comments," I said lifelessly. I put my face on Mark's shoulder. They all began reading them.

"Omo! Who will the princess choose?"

"I hope she chooses Namjoon"

"J-Hooooooopppppeeee!!!!"

"Ugh good luck. I wouldn't be able to choose"

"Why tf is she getting this attention? Whore"

"Excuse you. That "whore" is Taehyung's older sister. Apologize rn!"

"SHE BETTER NOT CHOOSE MY OPPA JOONIE"

"My ship has to sail!!! Pick Hobi!!!"

"Wow. BTS drama. I'm sorry BTS and (Y/N)"

"I can't believe they still aired this. I feel bad"

"Well, you have a couple people on your side," Alfie says chuckling lightly.

True.

"This is why my brother had those rules. This is unnecessary drama among ARMY now. I didn't want this," I whined.

I could feel tears coming. How can I date either one when I will get hate and ARMY will be upset?

"(Y/N) stop worrying," Mark says softly. I could feel him rubbing my back in circles. "How can I not? No matter what I do ARMY will be mad about it."

I look up at him. He's smiling gently.

"No matter what you do in life people will be mad or upset. It's inevitable. You just have to realize that it won't go away. When you realize that, life gets a lot better. You just have to do what you want. It's your life not theirs," Alfie tells me.

Deep.

I nod. He's right. I want to be with Hoseok. And he wants to be with me. We can't let other people stop us. We love ARMY and The Fam but it is our life. They have to accept it.

"Kamsahabnida guys. It means a lot that you care about me like this. Even though I just met you three," I laughed and pointed to Sean, Poppy and Mark. They smiled and giggled.

"Um, (Y/N)? What does k-kam..." Poppy asks me. I began laughing. "Kamsahabnida. It means thank you." "Oh." She says nodding.

After that little life chat we watched a movie. Zoë fell asleep halfway through. Alfie woke her up and we went to bed. I'm staying here a week or so and then I'm off to see Dan and Phil! I'm making them do a dance cover with me whether they want to or not.

✨Do more of what makes you happy-Alfie Deyes✨ Saranghae 💖