The Two Talk it Out

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Hobi POV
Wednesday

Yesterday was...intense, to say the least.

And a bit dramatic.

Damn Jin-hyung for letting the whole world know about me and Namjoon liking (Y/N)-Noona. I know he was just trying to help, but fuck man.

Then she just went home. I think we scared her. I really hope this doesn't ruin my chances. I love her so much. I can't lose her. I need her....

I'm laying on the sofa in the lounge scrolling through my phone. After what happened yesterday Bang PD-nim let us have today off. I thanked him like 50,000 times for that. The boys are out shopping for new clothes. I decided to stay home in hopes that (Y/N)-Noona will finally come out of her room. I really need to talk to her.

I heard a door open and close. She's finally coming out. I heard her footsteps on the stairs. I sat up when I saw her come in.

"Oh. H-Hobi. Um...I-I'll leave-" she tried leaving again but I cut her off.

"Please don't leave. I need to talk to you. Please," I pleaded, biting my lower lip. She seemed to hesitate but eventually gave in. She nodded slowly. I pat the sofa and she sat next to me. There was an awkward silence. I didn't know how to begin.

"I'm sorry," I finally whispered.

She was looking at her hands. She didn't say anything so I continued.

"I didn't mean to make anything uncomfortable for you. But I'm not going to say it's a lie. I really like you. I have since I first saw one of your videos six years ago. I haven't stopped liking you. I know you must be so confused. Namjoon likes you as well. But I will tell you right now, he doesn't like you as much as I do. If you don't feel the same way, that's okay. But I just wanted to tell you before I lost the courage to. I love you (Y/N)-Noona." I let it all out. I finally told her.

I felt one relief only for it to be placed with another stress.

What if she doesn't feel the same way?

I heard her sniffling. I gently lifted her head to meet my eyes. She was crying.

"Why are you crying?" I asked softly. She sniffed and opened her mouth to speak. "I-I like you too Hobi. You really truly are my hope." I chuckled softly at that.

She's so cute.

"But..."

Here it comes.

Rejection.

Does she like Namjoon more?

"I don't want a boyfriend right now. Not for a while. I mean I just broke up with Hee-chul. I know you're not anything like him. But I don't want to be hurt again so quickly after that. I just want to be free for a while. I'm so sorry Hoseok." She cried harder.

I pulled her in for a hug. She grabbed onto my shirt and buried her head in my chest.

As much as it hurts that she doesn't want to date, I understand. It's only been a little over a week since her and Hee-chul broke up. It makes sense for her to not want to date.

But...I need to understand one thing.

"Do you like me as just a friend?" I asked cautiously. She shook her head and pulled away. She cupped my cheeks. I faintly heard the front door open but neither one of us payed any attention to it. We gazed at each other intensely.

Then she did something I never would have expected.

She kissed me.

It was just a peck but I felt fireworks and passion.

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