Perrie sat in the car with her head on the window, tears slowly falling from her eyes silently. It's dawn now and it reflected her blue irisis. Her eyes moved up as she watched the sky getting lighter and clearer, It was like as If It was waiting for Alexander to die so everything could go back to normal again.
Why couldn't anything her life go smoothly? Why does she always hurt the people who are the closest to her heart, first it was her mother then Anne and then..Zayn. She lost everyone she cared about and the moment Zayn showed up to prove to her that everything is fine and that it wasn't her fault what happened to her family but he was also snatched from her, leaving her to suffer alone without a backbone and with a broken heart.
The feeling of his heartbeat slow down under her palm snapped her out of her daze, turning her eyes from the sky outside to Zayn who laid unconscious on her lap. She sat up more steadily as worry covered her whole face. Her hand twitched, fisting his shirt as If she was holding onto his soul.
"Hurry up, please. his heart is slowing down." She told Harry, her hand falling on his shoulder before she pulled it back and buried her fingers through Zayn's hair. "Please hurry up." She sobbed quietly.
Jade looked at her with sadness obvious in her eyes, raising her hhand giving Perrie's shoulder a squeeze, trying to ease the pain that she knows was eating Perrie alive.
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Harry sat down beside Perrie on the seat outside Zayn's surgery room. He crossed his arms over his chest, a frown taking over his face as he stared at the floor.
Perrie had he head rested on the wall behind her, a blank and a distant look in her face. She was changed into new clothes which Niall had brought for her. A white t-shirt and black leggings and a hat to pull her hair up, she looked exhausted and no one tried to talk to her at all.
Jade stared at both of her friends suffering in silence. Jerry called Jade at the hospital, he was the one who told her about Perrie's place and what was happening and the information was quickly transferred to her group, Jade, Niall and Harry decided to leave and search for her while Leighanne and Jesy stayed back with other doctors to get in contact with The Tomlinson's to find a solution for the patients' condition.
After they had decided to go, Harry was worried as hell and was so focused on reaching to Perrie as soon as possible but when they arrived, Harry heard Alexander talking and he heard what he said about his mother, Alexander killed Anne.
Niall walked over to Jade, sneaking his arms around her waist as he pulled her to him. She let out a sigh and buried her face in his neck, inhaling his scent.
"They've been through so much, Niall." Her voice cracked as she fought the urge to cry over her friends, her heart aching for them.
"I know, love. I know." He whispered as he patted her head, pulling her closer to him to comfort her.
The red light above the surgery room turned off and after a few seconds, a doctor came out. Perrie was the first one to approach him, her eyes wide and lips apart.
"Is he okay? Can I take him home?" She asked him quickly, her voice weak and hoarse.
"He lost a lot of blood, we couldn't help him. Stay strong." The doctor gave her a sad look before he passed her and off to his work as she stared blankly infront of her, not knowing what to feel or do or say.
She felt nothing as she stared into an empty distance, her eyes watered as her heart started to hurt and she knew that it was only the feeling of her heart tearing in two.
Her body started to sway as she couldn't balance herself anymore before she felt strong arms hold her up and steady, she turned her head to Harry and let out an emotionless laugh before tears started to flow out of her eyes.
"He's dead. He left me all alone." She sobbed loudly, her head hanging.
Harry inhaled sharply, his arms tightening around her as she cried and cried non stop.
"He left me! I didn't hear him say that he loves me back!" She suddenly yelled, her fists pounding against Harry's chest, her hits weren't painful to Harry as much as it seemed so he let her get rid of all the emotions that were building up ontop of eachother in her heart, her body was going to explode if she didn't let it out.
"I didn't hear him saying it back, Harry. I wanted to tell him one more time, just one more." She told him as tears rolled down her cheek and soaked her shirt before pulling herself away from him completely, she turned and hesitating before she entered the room, her breath hitched at the sight of him laying on the bed, lifeless.
She reached him and slowly raised her hand to cup his cheek, leaning in til her nose touched his forehead.
"I love you." She whispered in his ear, hoping that somehow he can hear her. "I love you, Zayn. I didn't have the chance to say it one more time." Her voice cracked as she confessed his love for him, she sniffed before her lips touched his cold skin.
"You're now with Angeline, that's what's you've always wanted, am I right?" She asked quietly, a tear escaping her eye. "I hope that you've got what you wanted but Zayn, did you love me?" She asked, her thumb massaging under his eyes.
His hazel eyes that she enjoyed looking into so much that she never got bored, she enjoyed every second of his hazel eyes meeting her blue. She enjoyed the warmth that followed it and the care and love she saw in them. She enjoyed him.
"I'll never know the answer."
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"Patient number 27." Leighanne's voice called, echoing through the hospital as the long line Infront of the medicines moved.
The patient was handed the medicine which she took without a word and returned back to her bed, back to staring into the empty space.
"Dr. Styles." A doctor called when he saw Harry coming out of his office, walking over to him in a quick pace.
"Did she talk at all?" He asked the new doctor, hope obvious in his tone. The doctor pursed his lips and shook his head.
"Not at all, Sir." He told him, sadly.
Harry let out a disappointed sigh and took a deep breath to soothe the pain in his heart.
"You've been taking Alexander's place for two years now, she hasn't talked since then?" The doctor asked curiously.
"Not once." He replied, shortly. Not feeling like talking at all. His fingers squeezed the file he just recieved before he pulled it to his eye level, opening it and letting his eyes move over the words.
Name: Perrie Edwards
Age: 24
Family: Alexander Edwards and Deborah Edwards
Siblings: -
Diagnosed with MDD (Major Depressive Disorder). The patient had a encountered a shocking situation, the murder of the person she felt love towards.
The patients fears sharp objects and her own father, Alexander Edwards.
The End.
Annnddd I'm done. Didn't want you guys to wait so I decided to post it today. Don't forget to check my book, Poisonous. Three chapters out already.
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Mental Institution, N27.
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