Rose Pedals.. 《Human!BillxReader》

The First Deal.. (Prt. 2)

I get my lazy butt up from my bed and get my phone out. I don't bother to check emails or messages, even though I know that Mason has texted me. Probably like 10 times already, but no one's sure. I grab my f/c hoodie and some random leggings, then my keys and shoes. I put them on and swiftly grab my earphones, jogging out the door.

I've missed being out here, smelling the pine and forest smell fill my nose up. I inhale the beautiful sent and sigh. I wish b/f/n was here... I think to myself. It was beautiful to see all these different things and colors all in one place where there's no one at. I grab my earbuds and put them into my phone. I start listening to f/s (Favorite Song. Also request a song in the comments if you want.), and I soon started dancing along, too. I then feel a slight tap on my shoulder, and I turn around to see the person who I really didn't want to see...

Mason.
"Hey! Y/n! How you doing?" He says with a sheepish smile on his face. I stare at him in disbelief and then quickly out a smile on my face. "Hey, Mason! I'm good, I'm just busy getting something for b/f/n! She/He's really sick so..." I lie, then I feel guilty and regret the deal that me and Bill made. Stupid, stupid, stupid!, I practically wanted to bang my head against a tree. "Oh, really? Then, I'll be off. I'll see you later at 6:00, okay?" Mason starts to walk away, but then stops suddenly. He gives a big smile and a wave as he continues going. "Phew. Dodged that bullet." I say to myself, wiping imaginary sweat off my forehead as I continue walking on the path. I come across a familiar cave, one with crystals inside. I smile to myself and think of the dream, walking inside as I admire the colorful crystals. I find one that's small and fragile, then forcefully pull it until I end up with it in my palms. I then look at my hands, with marks and one or two drips of blood. Not again..., I thought to myself. I didn't have anything with me at the moment, so I wiped my hands on my leggings and went on my way.

"What's with the blood on your hands?" B/f/n asks me. I smile sheepishly as I grab the crystal from my hoodie pocket. B/f/n looks at it with sparkles in her eyes as she then looks at me. "You found that?!" She/he said, then swiped it from my hands. I nodded and walked over to the kitchen, pinched my sleeves up, and washed my hands, grabbing the first aid kit and putting bandaids onto the cuts. "I didn't practically find it, I remembered it from a dream. It had loads of crystals inside and it was just beautiful. I saw a small one and yanked it out for you. I thought it would be a perfect gift." I said giggling a bit and walking over to her/him. B/f/n wrapped her/his arms around me, engulfing me in a hug as to say "thank you". I smile and hug her back, "You didn't have to..", they say. "It's fine. What can I say? You brought me here to Gravity Falls, cared for me, and made me laugh through everything that I've gone through." I say back to her/him, "plus, you can't hug me for too long, I've got something to do later on." I then remembered that I was going to hang out with Dipper. I cursed under my breath and quickly ran into my room. I get out my phone and text Dipper that I can't make it, feeling a huge boulder being lifted off my shoulders as I do so.

I do my usual night routine, then fall asleep. And just as I expected, Bill Cipher was there.
[Dream]
"Bill!" I say as I run up to him, him seeming tired. "You okay? You seem exhausted." I say, concerned. I stay still as he mumbles "I'm sorry..". I look up at him, remembering our deal. "You should be." I coldly reply, turning so that my back is facing him. Then silence fell between us, and I could feel his presence slowly fade away.  A tear slips down my cheek as I close my eyes.
[End]
I sit up, sweat all over my forehead. I notice something wet around my eyes. I was crying. I clean up my tears with my shirt, and walk downstairs. It was awfully quiet so I knew that b/f/n was asleep or out. I didn't bother to check. The cupboards were empty, so I realized it wouldn't hurt to get some fresh air after that dream.
  Once I get home, I finally got to rest for a bit. B/f/n was on the couch, watching The Walking Dead. She/he was really into that show, and I, of a lot of people, knew that most. I enjoyed it as well, but...not as much. The only thing I liked was the gore involved in it. But, I went upstairs and laid down, only for my emotions to set in as I sob into my pillow.
Why do I have to be so gullible? Why do I let people trick and manipulate me? Why do I have to be so dumb? Why did I have to trust Bill, and, why did he choose me...?
But I let those feelings get out of me. It was all my fault. It was always my fault. After all, I am Y/n M/n (If you have one! I don't.) L/n.