Rose Pedals.. 《Human!BillxReader》

The Moon Stole The Stars

"Look...I'm super sorry. We were expecting this either way. Your daughter needs more help Mrs. L/n (last name.). I sit there in shock. I don't notice or hear anything that's going on in the world. I'm lost in my thoughts. That's when I hear mom snap.

"No! My daughter is not crazy! Don't tell me she is! You all are! You just don't understand how hard it is, don't you?! You don't realize how hard it is to tell her that I love her, even when I want a divorce. You just don't understand!!!" She yells. Then I stare at the two with a blank expression on my face. What just happened...? I thought to myself. The therapist looks at me and my mom with the "look". You know- the look that your parents give you when you've done something bad? Yeah, it was that one. I look at his features and notice that his eye is twitching. "Go." He strictly says, "And take your little freak with you." He looks at me, and that's when I had enough. I grab mom's purse and hand and stand up to walk out. Before we were fully out the door, I shot him a look. And left.

(Le time skip ;3)

"I'm sorry, y/n. I'm so sorry. I'm a fool.." mom says while holding her head in her hands. "No! You're not! Don't talk to yourself like that mom! It was an honest mistake, I get it." I mumble. "Just....just go to your room, y/n." She whispers so silent it's barley audible. I trudge up the stairs and up into my room. What to do... I think to myself. I grab my journal and smile, I know just what to do.

Saturday, 5:30 p.m At my house
Dear dumb frikin' diary,
I hate my life. I hate myself. I hate everything. Today was the worst, and I mean- the worst day ever. I mean- cmon. Who has to go to therapy then abruptly gets kicked out by your own therapist?! That's just cold in my opinion. Mom's probably doing something, maybe cooking dinner, in the kitchen right now. I have nothing else better to do with my life right now, so I'm basically writing my pain away. I've been having those dreams again. I hate them. Those dreams make me feel like a freak, like everyone calls me. It makes me feel lonely and useless. While mom says that I should be proud of it. She says that I'm different, and being different if good. In my opinion, I don't agree. I hate this. Ughhh. I'm gonna go take a nap right now. Goodbye now..

I flop onto my bed as I put my hand over my face. I pull the covers up to my neck and look at the ceiling the whole time. I suddenly feel the urge to use the bathroom, but I've gotten super comfortable and don't wanna get up. (Relatable xD). I finally groan as I get up and go to the bathroom. After, I flop onto my bed again and snuggle up. I missed you comfy paradise... I think to myself. I finally close my eyes and fall asleep.

(Dream)
You're a freak. Do it, do it. Jump off the cliff now. Do it, do it. We all know you seek attention. Do it, do it. You're nothing to people. Do it, do it. They know you lie. Do it, do it. So jump off the cliff and die. Do it, do it. The wheels are dreams, you know they are. Do it, do it. But, did you know the Moon stole the stars..?
(End)
I wake up with a sweat. I realize it's a dream and sigh. What the hell did that mean? I thought. I was confused, of course. I've never had a dream like this before. I notice the moonlight shining through my curtains and I get up and go to it. I see no stars in the sky. But then I notice the Moon. It's shining bright. Really bright in fact. I snap a picture and stare in awe. Then- I remember.

"The Moon stole the stars..."

DUN DUN DUNNN! >:3 This isn't a cliffhanger, btw. Again, I'm not going to be putting text here every time, so this is rare. Also, this is based off of a written book that I've made in class, and yes, it is called Rose Pedals. But the characters are different. Enough about my boring life.

Stay Spaced Out. -☾✧🌻