Okay, first off. I'm sorry for updating in parts. I'm going to start updating in chapters. Also, 300 reads? Look, I'm freaking out and wanted to thank every single one of you guys for all the support! Anyways, yeah, we left off on a cliffhanger, so let's get back to the book!
He kissed me. Bill Cipher, the man who had been invading my dreams for years. I let this man kiss me? Yes....why? I don't know.
The moon illuminates the both of us as I kiss back, guilt washing over me as I wrap my arms around his neck.
"Y-Y/n..?" I hear a voice quiver behind us, causing the kiss to break. I look behind me, and face my biggest nightmare.
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"Dipper?" I manage to speak, though my emotions were causing my heart to go into a major panic. "Pine tree?!" Bill backs up, causing both guys to be on either side of me. My heart shatters when I realize Mason had a bouquet of flowers in his hands. "W-Who the hell is that?!" Dipper stutters on his words, though I could tell he is trying his absolute best to stay strong. "Well, well. Pine Tree, long time no see." Bill says, positioning his hands behind his back and taking a glare at Dipper.
"Bill?!" Mason chokes out. At this point, I feel my heart racing with fear, as if my whole heart is about to explode. "So, Pine Tree, who were those flowers for..?" Bill has a smirk on his face, knowing what Mason is about to say. "You know who they're for, Cipher. Don't play dumb with me." Mason shoots at Bill, causing both to glare daggers at each other.
Then they both take a glare my way. My heart beats faster every second that passes by. They want me to choose. My h/c hair blowing in the wind and my legs weak, I think to myself. Who do I really love..? Mason....or Bill? "G-Guys..?" I grab both of their attention, and look at both of them. Mason has tears in his eyes, the bouquet of flowers on the floor now. Bill has a smirk on his face, his arms crossed and is slightly floating off the ground.
"I-I...I'm sorry..." I manage to say. My legs are weak but I up my energy to run. I run, tears forming, away from my problems...like a coward. I ignore the calls from the two boys, and keep running. I see The Mystery Shack, and go barge inside.
"Y/n?! What happened?!" Wendy sees my face filled with tears, and is about to reach me, but I keep running. I run past Soos and Stan as well, both of them just as surprised as Wendy was. I run out the back door, and sprint all the way home.
[Bills pov] (Hahahah! Didn't expect that did ya?)
"Look what you did!" Pine Tree rolls his eyes and crosses his arms. "Oh shut up, you're the one to blame. We had it perfect, until you came along." I snap at him, crossing my arms as well. Pine Tree stays quiet for a while, and then speaks up, "Well? Are we just going to stand here? Go! Let's find her!". I roll my eyes, and nod my head. Fine, let's go...
(Back to youuuu. P.s, this part includes self harm and depression, so if this triggers you, feel free to pass it and move on until the next chapter comes out. :))
I sob uncontrollably into my pillow, and feel as guilt and sadness wash over me. I had told my mother I could never make it on my own, but she disagreed. My father, he agreed. He said I was worthless, I was a freak, and that I was a mistake. He was an alcoholic, though he said it so many times I started to believe him. I couldn't believe my ears every time he told me he didn't love me, but now I know what he said was all true.
Tears continue to flow as I scream into my pillow. I wanted to scream until nothing had come out of my mouth, until all of it was over. I scream and scream, until I get tired, and stop. I look up to see that almost time has gone past, and I've been screaming for the past 3 minutes. I get up and trudge to my bedroom door, almost tripping but gaining my balance back. I sloppily walk downstairs and see that b/f/n wasn't here. (Note that you ran inside the house and sprinted into your room) My vision was blurry but I managed to open the drawer and grab a razor we had for no apparent reason. Once I got ahold of it, I dragged myself upstairs, back into my own bedroom.
"One, for being worthless.."
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"Two, for being a freak..."
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"Three, for coming to Gravity Falls..."
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"And four, for meeting Bill Cipher..."
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"I'm sorry.."
Hello again, my beautiful readers! I've come from hell to tell you something! I feel like I've been failing at this book, in some kind of way...but the support keeps me going! Thank you so much and I hope that you all have a beautiful day/night!
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