MIRIAM’S P.O.V
I said goodbye to the boys as they were leaving for the tour around the country. So proud of them actually, I witnessed everything that they’ve been dreamed of, and being in successful band was their only wish. So this was definitely huge for them, they would have their own tour, no longer being anybody’s opening act. Connor told me about this every single day so no way I could break the excitement down by telling him the news.
“So Mi, we’ll see you soon!” Riley and Toby kissed my cheeks at the same time, like I was their mother. They’ve always done that for the entire life so I’ve deal with it.
“Okay take care, you boys.” I replied.
“Babe, I’m leaving okay, but I will keep checking on you whenever I have time. Just…”
“Connor,”
“Just don’t be with Rob anymore, I can’t take it.”
“I won’t be with Rob, that’s a promise.”
“Don’t be with anybody else.”
“Con, we’ll have a proper discussion about this later okay?”
“Okay… Love you Mi.”
“Love you too.”
“You mean it?”
“Just shut up already.” I slapped Connor’s back playfully when I was hugging him.
He squeezed me on his hug and I could see he’s blinking tears. We have a single minute of silence until I broke it.
“They’re waiting…” I whispered.
“I know, and they always will.” He smirked as I stick my tongue. “But the point is…will you wait?”
“You know the answer.”
“Okay so this is it. Be safe when walking home okay? Talk to you very soon.”
“Bye Con,” I could no longer hide the tears.
“Bye Mimi, love you.”
Once they disappeared from my sight, I started to clean the house carefully so they wouldn’t see any dust in the entire corner, from garage to the bed rooms. I wasn’t surprise how well I known this house; I pretty much growing up in this place too.
I finally made a way to Connor’s room, the room that I’ve been slept in for three days. I was crying against the wall, took some Connor’s tees and hugged it tight. I didn’t know why it seemed too hard for us to be together after all. I definitely felt the same to Connor; no way wouldn’t I love him. I’ve loved Connor since the day one, and it never changed.
I took a paper and a pen on Connor’s desk, beside his bed. And I lost myself already even when I haven’t started writing yet.
At the very 1 pm, I walked outside the house. One last look to the entire rooms, looked for a taxi, and I was seriously leaving the McDonough’s.
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Fanfiction...He kissed top of my hand, and started drawing something on it with his finger: IT HURTS.
