Friends (KatsuDeku)

EDITS: NOT A CHAPTER

Hey guys! I added and edited a little something on chapter "why.. arent...you...here?" since my story has become quite confusing now. I apologise. Its difficult for me to make long stories with multiple chapters and this work is my only work with more than 10 chapters!

Well, I'm still learning and the comments here are helping me improve after all. So don't be shy to tell me a few mistakes here and there, Ill feel happy that you gave me your time to help me!

Going back to the topic, I'm sure you won't go back to the edited chapter to read it so I'll just put here.

Thanks anyways for your support! It makes me so happy and I now have requests from a couple of people and I'm just giggling in happiness!!!

WHY... AREN'T YOU...HERE? EDITS: underlined words are edited or added

Tears fell from Izuku. His heart clenched as each beat pounded with pain. He shuts his eyes. Why...why...why do I feel so sad, so so guilty?

"Deku?" He hears Katsuki's voice.

"Katsuki....I'm fine. I'm fine. Let's just lie down on the blanket. You prepared so much for me.."

"Did you remember, Izuku?"

Izuku eyes widened, staring at Katsuki in disbelief. He knew about the loops? He knew about those memories?

"Kacchan! Did you remember all this time? All...those loops? I don't understand, I don't remember that memory, I remember all my loops except that!"

"Of course you don't remember, its not your loop."

"Not....mine?"

Izuku dropped to his knees, shaking. "Then I wasn't able to save you after all. Kacchan, I made a stupid wish! So so stupid and I just keep losing you because of it! KATSUKI, I'M SO SORRY!

Katsuki suddenly laughed. It was empty and dry like he was broken inside? "You thought I-- Izuku...stop apologizing...it's not your fault...it was fucking me, all of it!"

Katsuki continued as Izuku stared at him, confused. "This time, this...this loop isn't ours! It's just borrowed time! I did something before and time just keeps going back! I'm still---!"

Katsuki stops in the middle. "Katsuki?"

"Izuku, I just remembered everything! Those memories were important and I just fucking forgot about them and made you suffer for it! Izuku, this isn't your wish! You didn't do this! I DID THIS!"

Izuku doesn't understand. "Kacchan, what happened? What did you do? Why..." Izuku clenches his scarf. "Why...do I feel this way? I feel like I'm going to be sick, I feel so sad, so....guilty..."

Katsuki became heartbroken and looks away from Izuku's pleading eyes.

"You..." Katsuki's voice trembled. "I fucking hoped my wish will let you forget those memories! It didn't work at all!"

Forget those memories? Why? Even though I felt something worse happened, when I look at Kacchan, other than guilt and sorrow, why do i feel love?

"Kacchan....Why did I call you Firecracker?"

Izuku saw Katsuki's eyes widened and then he smiled. Smiled so purely as if the name made his whole day. He sighed and sat down on the blanket, reached for the pocket knife and peeled some apples.

"Just sit. I'll explain everything, my starlight, Izuku...just listen..." Katsuki's voice was so gentle, the way he says that name was as if he have said it a thousand times...

Izuku slowly sat down beside Katsuki, gazing at the stars, holding his scarf up to his nose for warmth.

"All of this fucking started when we became damn friends again..."

Izuku smiled bitterly under his scarf as Katsuki continued.