Friends (KatsuDeku)

We're friends

4.

Izuku woke up again, now in the middle of the night. Tears streaming lightly on his face and he wiped them off with his pajama. Not feeling like sleeping again, Izuku walked out of his room to get some fresh air.

He felt miserable and that was an understatement. Last loop took 2 days before Katsuki--- I wonder how he died.

Izuku sighed as he walked himself up the rooftop barefoot. He was tired. Physically and emotionally. He wanted this to end but the universe just won't let him.

Well, fuck them.

He opened the door to the rooftop and immediately felt the night breeze that swift itself through his pajamas. He didn't feel the cold. His heart was numb from anything anymore.

His bare feet hopped towards the edge. Izuku could see the busy city from the distance, lights flickering like stars. He looked down at the edge, it wasn't that tall of a building, he thought.

Izuku should be scared right now, being on a high place like this, tiptoeing on it's edge. But he felt empty.

I could jump right now. It will be fast. Won't be painful. It won't compare to the pain Kacchan received. It won't compare to the pain my heart is feeling.

"Hey, universe, if I die right now, will you stop torturing me?" Izuku asked, looking up at the empty space. He laughed on how stupid he looks right now, talking to the sky.

"Deku? What the fuck are you doing?"

Izuku whipped his head towards the entrance. The universe really is a bitch to him. Izuku's face contorted to a grimace when he saw Katsuki enter.

"Kacchan, why are you awake?" Izuku asked though he really didn't need to hear it. It was just the universe fucking him up.

"Why are you standing on the goddamn ledge?" Katsuki retorted with another question. His voice angry. Ah, he looks worried again.

"I'm just tired, Kacchan. You can go back to bed." Izuku really didn't want Katsuki to be here. It justs reminds him how he failed to save him again. "I'll be fine..."

"Fuck, no! Just...just come down with me. I'll...play video games with you at my room, anything you want. Just...come here Deku.."

Katsuki lend out his hand. He had that face again. Worry. Fear. Things Izuku never thought he'll see on Katsuki's face, much less that it was because of him.

"Thank you..Kacchan..." Izuku was crying. He grips his shirt over his chest when he couldn't take the overwhelming pain in his heart. "Thank you..."

"Don't fucking mention it." Katsuki walked towards Izuku, waiting for Izuku hold his hand. "Since we're frie--"

Izuku jumped.

It took less than 5 seconds before Izuku hit the ground. Unfortunately, it didn't kill him instantly. Even as pain pounded throughout his body, Izuku forced his eyes open.

He was met with ashen blond hair. Bloodied ashen​ blond hair.

And a hand gripping on Izuku's.

Izuku just laughed. Even if it felt like all his bones were broken, Izuku wheezed up an empty laugh.

He gripped the hand tighter on his.

"We're friends..."

This is really hard for me. I'm sorry. Really. I didn't want to anyone to die like this. Much more when it comes to Izuku.

But...

I love the angst. Hahahha

I really hope you like it! Just comment if you want some scenes to insert as long as it's bloody and angsty and either Kacchan and Izuku dies. Hahahaha. I'll try my best.