Heartbreak | Fack

Chapter 3

Finn's POV

Josh and I arrived at Wendy's at 2:02. When we got there, we immediately ran inside and saw that Conner, Vanessa, and Henry were already waiting for us at a table. We went over to them and sat down. They were all sitting on the same side of the table so Josh and I sat on the other side and I guess Millie would sit next to us when she got here. We started talking for a little while about random stuff waiting for Millie.

"Hey guys! Sorry I'm late." Millie was running up to the table clearly out of breath. It was 2:07.

"No problem Mills," I said getting up to give her a hug.

"Yeah, don't worry about it. Let's just go eat, I'm starving," Conner said causing me to chuckle a little bit. With that, everyone agreed and we went up to order our food. About ten minutes later, we sat back down at our table to eat.

"So, what's new everyone?" I asked stuffing my face with a cheeseburger.

"Well, I have to tell you all something," Conner said sounding nervous. I didn't know what he was going to say but then it hit me. Oh...

We all stopped eating and looked up at the skinny, glasses-wearing boy sitting in front of us. His cheeks were a slight shade of pink. He kind of reminded me of Jack a little, with how he is a little shy and gets so nervous. Oh, I miss Jack. No matter how hard I try, my mind is always wandering back to Jackie. I can't wait to call him later.

"Well, I u-u-uh am uh g-g-gay..." he said trailing off. He was looking down at the table. We all just stared at him for a second. I mean, I already knew but I could tell that everyone else was surprised.

"Awe, Conner. That's great! I'm so glad that you trusted us enough to tell us," Vanessa said getting up to give him a hug as tears started streaming down his face.

"I-I just have never told anyone before and I was scared. I didn't know what to do and I thought that having two gay friends would be too much for you guys and I didn't want to lose all of you and I..." He was rambling now as we all got up to give him a hug trying to comfort him a little.

"It's okay, Conner. We love you and accept you just like we love and accept Finn," Josh said rubbing his back.

I stood up and pulled him into a tight hug and looked him straight in the face which calmed him down a little. I wiped away his tears and gave him a quick kiss on the forehead hoping that he would relax a little and he luckily did.

"Thank you guys so much. I don't know what I would do without you all."

"We love you Conner!" Millie said as the rest of us nodded in agreement. We then all burst out laughing, including Conner, who seemed to be back to his old self.

After an hour of just talking and laughing and having a blast, the six of us decided it was time to leave and head back to the school.

"Hey guys, I'm gonna head to the bathroom before we leave," I said and got up to walk to the bathroom.

"I've gotta go too," I heard a voice say quietly as I approached the bathroom door. As soon as it opened and closed, it opened again. Conner was standing there awkwardly looking at me.

"Hey, sorry if I was a mess earlier."

"It's fine Conner. I'm sure it wasn't easy for you to say. Coming out was the hardest thing that I ever had to do but I am so glad that I did because I found the love of my life in the process and I have never been happier." He came and gave me a hug when I finished.

"Thank you Finn." He looked at me and I realized that we were only inches apart now. I tried to pull away but I was too late. He had already closed the gap between us and I instantly felt his warm lips on mine. It felt good, but almost as quickly as it started I pulled back but not before hearing a click from across the room.

"What the fuck Conner!" I spat with a disgusted look plastered across my face. "You fucking know I have a boyfriend that I love!"

"I-I'm sorry Finn. I ju-just wanted to know what it felt like to kiss a guy and I thought this was a good time. I'm so so sorry." Tears were running down his cheeks again and I felt a little bad but then my blood started to boil.

"I'm in love with Jack. I have been through so much with him and I will always love him until the day I die. I would never ever love you Conner. I wouldn't fucking love you so just leave me alone." I turned around to leave still fuming with anger.

"Finn, I-I'm sorry..." Conner said as he tried to tug at my arm getting me to stay.

"Fuck off!!" I screamed as loud as I could before running out of the bathroom.

I was so pissed off that Conner would do that to me. I thought he was my friend. I was so angry that I barely heard Josh yelling my name as I ran out the front door of Wendy's. I just ran out the door and ran back to my dorm room as fast as I possibly could. I love Jack with all my heart and I always will but all that was going through my mind was why I actually enjoyed that kiss.

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A/N - Hey guys! Sorry it's been a while since I've updated but here's a chapter. It's not the best but it's the start of some drama. Enjoy!

~Clayton