Heartbreak | Fack

Chapter 9

Trigger Warning: Mention of Self Harm

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Finn's POV

As soon as Millie and I got on the road, we drove straight back to my dorm room because I needed to pick something up before we went to see Jack.  I ran into my room and grabbed my guitar from the side of my bed before running back out and hopping back in the car.  Thankfully, Josh wasn't in the room because I didn't feel like explaining myself at the moment.

"Ready?" Millie asked me, putting the car back in drive.

"Ready to see my baby boy, Mills."

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About an hour into our trip, I started shaking thinking about Jack and what he must be going through, what I caused him to go through.  What if he doesn't want to see me?, I thought, or what if he's dead?  I can't be thinking these thoughts, and I know that, but I'm always assuming the worst.  I just want to get to the hospital already so I can see the love of my life, and never ever let him go.  Millie must have noticed that I was freaking out because she put her hand on my leg to stop it from shaking.

"Are you okay, Finn?," she asked me quickly looking at me before returning her gaze to the road.

"I don't know Mills!  What if he's really mad and won't talk to me.  I can't lose him, I just can't!  He is everything to me and more."

"It's okay Finn.  Everything is going to work out.  You two are meant to be together.  Just relax, okay?" she said trying to calm me down.  I just nodded and we drove the rest of the way to the hospital in silence.

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We pulled into the parking lot of the hospital that Jack was most likely at after a two hour drive.  I was so happy that we finally got here because it was a long ass drive of me being lost in my thoughts and worries.

I jumped out of the car and ran to the hospital at full speed, hoping that Jack was alright.  As soon as I ran through the door I saw Chris and two other people that I didn't recognize sitting with him, worried looks on their faces.  When he looked up and saw me, his worried look instantly turned into a scowl as he jumped out of his seat and ran over to me.  I could tell that he was pissed.

"What the fuck are you doing here?!" he screamed causing everyone in the waiting room to look over at us.

"I came to see Jack, my boyfriend," I replied simply, hoping that he would just leave me alone.

"Well, he doesn't want to see you!  You broke his fucking heart!" Chris yelled causing me to flinch.

"Just let them go, Chris.  It's not like you know the whole story.  It's not up to you to decide if he gets to see Jack," a blond-haired girl said, while standing next to Chris.  I'm assuming she is Reylynn.

"Ugh, fine, but if you do anything stupid I will break you," Chris groaned, trying to sound intimidating, before walking back to his seat.

"Thanks," I told Reylynn holding my hand out to shake hers.

"No problem, now just go and make it up to your boyfriend.  He's miserable without you," she responded taking my hand in hers.

I nodded and went to the front counter, where a nice woman was sitting on the computer.

"May I help you?" she asked with a smile, looking up from the screen.  Her name-tag read Natalia, which sounded vaguely familiar to me.

"Uh, yes.  I'm here to see Jack Dylan Grazer."

She looked through the files on her computer for a moment before returning her gaze to me.

"Here, just sign this," she said which I gladly did before she paged a doctor.