Longing the tradition,
A tradition that most people do
That seemed to be different for me
That seemed to have full of uncertainty
I couldn't really find love
That's suppose to overwhelm me
That's suppose to be my guide
That's suppose to be by my side
But only this year I found that
That missing piece in me
And that is love
That can only be found in a family
Christmas has always made a scar in me
A scar that seemed to be permanent
That I can't erase and resend
I can't, Christmas had screw me
But I want this year to be different
To be better
To be a Christmas that forge us together
And the reason we get stronger
The tradition of a happy family
In a meal telling secrecy
Making memories,
Making new stories
That was not our tradition but
Today--december 25, 2018
It's going to be different
Because we are complete again
