MY different world

Alexa

I miss having Hakeem around, now I have to go through this pregnancy like every other pregnancy I went through alone...I know I should forgive and forget about what Hakeem said when I was temporarily blind but I can't. But I am willing to work us out one last time that's if his still interested. I'm heading to Connel and shamika's house to talk to Hakeem,Brandy told me his been living there the past few weeks.

" Alexa? - get in, uh Connel isn't here if his who you're looking for" mikae said opening the door for me,i don't hate the girl, but I don't like her either.

" in here for my fiance I heard his here" I pointed out getting in and yes he is here being a couch potatoes " hey a Hakeem can we talk? "

" let me give you some privacy " yes trick please...Hakeem gave me a look but still patted where he was sitting

" what a lovely surprise after what a month?" I nodded" how have you been?"

" I been good - let me cut down to the chase, come home" I pleaded, he chuckled

'' that's wassup, no problem but I gotta talk to you about something too,you probably gon get mad might as well rethink me coming back home" he said making me raise my brow

"=---?" I waited

" I probably got someone else pregnant " I know I did not hear him right, his joking yes, I laughed

" be serious Hakeem what's going on?" I asked seriously

" I had a one night stand 6 months ago, now that girl is pregn-". (gco)

I slapped him in his face then stood up, " if you coming back home,ill have the guest room waiting for you " I said leaving, im not about to act crazy, not now...gotta think about my health, my baby,my kiss, my life...just me...nobody else..."URGHH!" I groaned loudly getting into my car, who am I kidding, it really hurts. So I went back into the house I need answers. " who is she?" I asked well I may be acting up but I need to know

" you don't have to know right now" I looked at him like his crazy

" I swear if you don't tell me who the fuck you knocked up at this minute one of us is gon die right here right now" I said fuming, he roughly wiped his face and stood up to come near me, I see Hakeem don't know the real me he gon make me hurt him so bad" talk!" I demanded

" you really wanna know so bad?" I nodded " you sure you're not going to hate me?" I tilted my head

" oh so it's someone I know? - Hakeem you better tell me right now" I begged
With my tears about to fall

" have a sit," I sat. " look I didn't do this to hurt you or spite you okay?- it's uhm been a long ass time though just one time I swear with this girl I met at the bar the time we were having some problems now she's pregnant "

" tell me some I don't know, yeah you slept with her one time she's pregnant, you drill haven't told me who it is" I said frustrated

" it's Snow"

Hold up wait a minute, rewind " Snow? The girl that works with me at the diner? That snow?" I asked for clarity, he nodded, yep right there and then I vomited, he tried helping but I'm not having it" don't touch me! " I spat then took myself to the bathroom to finish what is started yes the vommit..i cannot believe this at all,all this time Snow bragging about her sexual encounter with her one night stand...she was talking about Hakeem all this time"

" Lex come on, are you alright in there? " I flushed then sat on the floor thinking before letting my tears fall " Lex baby? Open please" he begged while I kept quiet " I will break this damn door Alexa don't try me"

" Go Away Hakeem!" I yelled

" No,not until we resolve this come on, are you okay in there open up" I sighed then stood up to clean myself then got out the bathroom " so you just gon le-".

" I need time to think about this, Snow of all people...I need to digest everything " I said to him while picking up my bag,he just nodded

" I'll see you tonight at home" I nodded then left well yes I'm heading to Snow,she knew all along Hakeem was her baby daddy and she kept quiet about it from me

***

" Ale-".

" why Hakeem? Why my man? Why though?" I asked after she opened up looking like she was asleep

She gave me her puzzled look" he told you?"

" what do you mean he told me? I wasn't suppose to know? How long have you known that you screwed my fiance and got knocked up by him? Before we met? After? When!?"i yelled at her

" at your party look I was gon tell you fight away but then you got sick. So when I met up with DR the-"

" his name is Hakeem not DD" she can't be using his street name now that's in the past.

" yes Hakeem we met up and spoke about it to wait till you're fine to tell you, look I know you're not happy about this but we was not having an affair it happened ones, my broker isn't happy about Hakeem being the baby daddy either ain't none I can do about it though now!" I took out a long ass breath

Decided to just leave before I hurt somebody cause they really testing me.