Being Human

4. Urges

Keith Pov
After hanging out with Lance, I was feeling more comfortable being around him. It felt good, until his hand touched my cheek and I let out a content growl. He gave me an odd look and I explained my throat was scratchy. He bought it and laughs. After that he held my hand and my face was heating up and I started to pant a bit.

I also pulled myself closer as I nuzzled in his neck as he laughs and smiles brightly "You remind me of my cat. He loves nuzzling in my neck" I growled as a violent word popped in my head 'MINE' I moved away and coughed a bit "You okay Keith?" I nodded "Yeah. I might be getting sick."

"You better not be. I'm looking forward to this date of ours. If you're this affectionate now I bet Friday is gonna be amazing~" there was a hint of arousal and I could smell it off him. Fuck I'm not gonna be able to control myself if he passes the kissing part. "I won't miss it for the world." As we stopped at the door of my house he holds my hands and looks at them.

"So, I'll see you at work?" I blushed and nodded "Yeah." He nods "Cool. So bye Keith." He looked to be hesitant as he moved closer and I watched him. His breathing was picking up and so was his heart. He was going to kiss me. Wait Keith move in too! As I went to kiss we thudded heads and we both hissed

"Ow, that hurt" he rubbed his head as I caressed his cheek "I'm sorry, I'm a nervous wreck." I pulled him closer and kissed him gently. As I pulled away he was smiling "Me too. Bye Keith" he looked at me for a second as he kissed me again and I chuckled between it "Bye Lance. Careful when you go home." He nods and takes off.

As I entered I see Shiro smiling along with Pidge "So you guys kissed? How cute." I groaned as i pushed Shiro "Shut up! But yes we did and I think it's going pretty well until my stupid wolf tried taking over. I think if we are alone at his place I'm gonna lose control of my damn wolf." They both laughed as Shiro pat a seat beside him

"You know you can control the urges. How do you think I can control my thrist? Given you haven't been a werewolf that long makes sense but you won't lose control." That was hard to believe.

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Friday came in a flash and I was going insane! Ever since we hung out Tuesday Lance has been handsy at work and even tried to show a little PDA even though we can't do that at a work place. My urges to have him was getting worse and it sucks cause I really enjoy being near Lance. So when I clocked out and rushed home I recieved so many texts from him and it was driving me nuts.

What if I accidentally bite him? Will he turn? Or if I hurt him with my claws?! Or I mark him?! What is gonna happen?! As I was gonna scream I felt a refreshing and calm sensation as I sat on the couch. "There. You need to chill I could hear your ranting from the attic." I turned towards Pidge as she smirks "Don't worry, it'll be fine okay?" I nodded slowly as regained myself.

"Okay. I got this. No more freaking out. It'll be fine. Act normal." I took a deep breath and got ready for the date. As I set out towards his apartment I tried playing it cool. When he opened the door there he stood wearing a nice shirt and jeans and his hair brushed back. He looked adorable. He gave me a quick kiss as i stepped in.

His apartment was bright and clean. My house wasn't like this at all. "You came at perfect timing, I needed help with dinner since you said you were allergic to some of the ingredients." I nodded and followed him towards the kitchen "You okay?" I nod as he pouts "Why are you quiet? And acting weird?" I shrug "I'm fine"

"Keith you're not fine. What's wrong?" He looked at me and god why does he have to be concerned about me. "I'm nervous okay?" "Nervous about our date? Keith don't be, it's just me and you and nobody else okay?" He pulled me closer as he wrapped his arms around my neck "Yeah. But you're like the first guy I've ever been interested in. Like relationship type wise" he chuckles "Aww you're adorable. You're the first guy who hasnt turned into a dick yet." I smirked "I'm flattered." He kisses me slowly as he moved away "Stop worrying okay? Everything will be fine."

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Everything was not fine! It came out of nowhere? Lance straddling over my hips latching his lips on my neck and slowly rolling himself on me. I mean it felt really good but it was too much and too quick. I let out a few growls that he bought as groans and I could smell his arousal. It was making me delirious.

"L-lance.." I tried but god did his mouth do some wonders. "Don't ruin it~" he started biting my neck up to my ear as my grip on his butt tighten. I need to relax and not take it too far. Breathe Keith. "Oh~ what a tight grip you got there~" shit I need to stop this now! I shiftly grabbed Lances wrist as he stares at me weirdly. Oh man seeing him look a bit worried made me feel weird. "Was that too much? Did I take that the wrong way?"

I shake my head as I regained my breathing and was able to look at his eyes. "We just need to slow down. Like build our way towards this. Take some time okay." He lowers his eyes and turns a bit red. Damn he's really cute when he's embarrassed. "Oh..I just thought you might uh wanted to..you know." I slowly lowered hands as I kissed the back of them slowly "I'm sorry Lance. I just don't want to rush right away, I was raised better than to just sleep on the first date."

He chuckles as he caressed my cheek giving me those doe eyes of his "Me too. Guess I over did it, sorry Keith." I grabbed his face and kissed him gently "Don't worry. We'll eventually get there okay?" He smirks and nods as he moves off my lap and sits beside me. "I just killed the vibe." He laughs and nods "Yeah a bit. But it's nice that you did. You actually treated me like an actual person instead of an object." He cuddled closer and I put my arm around him as I sigh in content. Don't worry Lance I'll make it up to you. I promise.