Being Human

6. Wake up. die. repeat.

Pidge Pov
I stayed in the attic when Shiro took off last night. I think I freaked him out. Also I didn't realize I made myself solid for a few seconds. His skin was so cold but his eyes were warm. It was weird. I looked at my hands as I decided I couldn't stay up here forever, I mean I can but I would die of boredom. As I made it downstairs in the kitchen Shiro was there sipping on a blood bag. Just thinking about yesterday made my head dizzy. I couldn't believe he almost kissed me or thought I would. I mean I wouldn't mind but he has Allura, his princess of darkness. What can he possible do with a ghost who is still trying to be solid for more than a few seconds. I groan  as he noticed me and blushes a bit, knowing damn why he was.

"Morning uh pidge. Hey I wanna apologize for my weird behavior. I don't know what came over me." I smirked as I moved closer "It's fine Shiro. I was actually taken back when you thought I was gonna kiss you. No offense but I don't like cheaters" he chokes as I burst out laughing "Pidge! I wasn't gonna cheat?!" I rolled my eyes as I tilt my head "Why did you close your eyes and wait for me to?" He bit his bottom lip as he tilts his head to the side "When you touched me last night I felt like We were closer. Your warm touch sent me back to the past, it reminded me of my first love before I was turned into this creature. When I looked in your eyes I thought I saw her. I'm sorry pidge if I made you feel uncomfortable." I shook my head "What was her name?" "Mina. Mina Okamura. She was beautiful and kind and just understanding. She was probably around your height and had long dark brown hair, eyes a bright blue and her skin so perfectly white." I smirked "You really loved her huh?" He nods "Yeah. She meant a lot to me. You know me and her were supposed to be married." I raised a brow at him "Really? What happened?" He sighs "Lets just say it was the day I died.." I lowered head knowing what happened "Sorry I asked." He shakes his head "Nah it's fine. So are we cool?" I smiled "Yeah we're cool." He nods and goes back to drinking as Keith comes down looking crazy as ever. "Morning edge lord.." he growls as Iaugh. "I'm gonna take a stroll" the guys nod as I disappeared.

I actually couldn't believe Shiro opened up to me. He always kept to himself when we first met. Now I know Allura wasn't his first love and I kinda remind him of her. I blushed as I covered my face. Stupid Shiro! Why does he make me fall for him more. I hate his stupid face and his nice hair and cute eyes and his smile..fuck! Stop it Katie! You're dead! He's still alive well more or less. As I look around I wandered to a park and had to take a double look cause I thought I saw Myers. As I approached him he looks at me and smiles. Wait does this mean he's dead?

"Wow Katie Holt. Still beautiful as ever" I smiled softly as i sigh "You're stuck here too?" He chuckles and nods. "Yeah. I see you are too. Wow I didn't expect you to die so young?" I nodded "Yeah last boyfriend killed me. "Yikes. Sorry to hear that." I nod as i looked into his eyes "Can I hug you?" He chuckles and stands "I don't see why not?" I ran into his arms and I felt his warm touch and I started to cry.

Someone I could talk to and actually feel and touch. A person I once loved. "Wow I have been waiting to hug someone for a very long time." He chuckles as he held my cheek "Me too. Hey what are you doing tomorrow?" "Nothing. Why?" I asked with a playful smirk "Well, we could catch up and hang out like we used to?" I smiled "Yeah, I would like that." As he nods he walks away leaving behind small prints of water? Odd?

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As I made it home I was thinking about Myers. He looks the same just a bit older. I wonder how he died? And he died here in the city. Not in Russia? As I sat up the door opens and I see Shiro and Keith walk in exhausted well mostly Keith. "Hey guys~" they looked at me weird as I could still feel Myers warm hug

"Pidge? You feeling okay? You're glowing a bright pink?" "I'm wonderful Keith. Had the best day today." He chuckles as Shiro comes closer "What happened today?" I thought about it as I noticed both boys were beside me "I saw one of my ex boyfriends today. I saw Myers, I was a little shocked he died and is a ghost just like me. For the first time I could hug and talk to someone. It felt good not going through someone and actually get to hold on." Keith smiled "Well I'm happy for you pidge" he gets up and heads upstairs as Shiro sits looking a bit upset or annoyed? I couldn't tell? "So you're happy?" I nodded  "Yeah. Why wouldn't I be?" He shrugs "I just thought..nevermind It's stupid. I need some air." Shiro got up and rushed out. "Shiro?"