Eh Ano Kung Iba Ako?

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Alam mo yung feeling na nakita mo pa lang yung isang tao, tas out of no where galit ka na lang bigla? Hindi ka naman nya ina-ano. You hate that person to his or her gut's and you don't know why. Pero ang cool part eh, grabe, the feeling is mutual. Galit din sya sa 'yo sa di maipaliwanag na dahilan.  So alam nyo na topic ng ikukwento ko.

First day at work, so, the usual. We have to introduce ourselves. 

Hi, I'm Janet! I like watching Anime like Re: Zero and Haikyuu. I don't have american blood, I'm just whiter and taller. I'm not one of them. I like all my things organized.

My thoughts deep inside:

No! She must be the coolest girl and we are so different. We're like opposites. 

And after a year. They are still not close.

Yung feeling na kapag magkaharap kayo, sabay kayong titingin or "almost-magsasalita" kind of opening of mouth. It's almost like High School. With your ka M.U. patingin tingin, sulyap sulyap lang, pero hanggang doon lang.

Like, I wanna be cool, but I just can't. So I'm just gonna stay on Kuroko-mode.

Alam mo yun? Wala namang masama na maging friends kayo with the coolest person in the world. Wala din naman masama kung hindi kayo maging close.

But the awkwardness. Grabe talaga.

What if she secretly thinks that I'm also cool? Damn! That can't be? Makalat ako. I don't use fabcon in washing my clothes. I stare blankly into space then suddenly burst out singing. Chubby chub chums: why can't we be friends? Why can't we be friends..

I dunno..

Moral of the story: Pag hindi ukol, hindi bubukol. Wag pilitin ang professional friendship. 1 year ago na nung dinraft ko ito. At meh. Waley talaga bub.

-  Binibining Conyo

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