"Is she first for you hyung?" Jimin asked again. He was very curious because of his pure heart. Jimin had very romantic and kind soul. Oh and how sensitive he is.
"Definitely" Yoongi replied and took down his head. He got a bit shy and this was normal for him. Yoongi had a different side when he started talking about her. That sounds crazy but it is true. Ibbeun was the only one who could save his dark soul. She was like a light in his world. The one who showed him black and white and who was standing with him no matter what. How did he got so fortuned from all us?
"My first love" Yoongi added and smiled.
"Oh so you wrote this song for her?" Jimin shouted. He once found a paper with lyrics near Yoongi's bag when we were in Daegu while having lunch. That time we didn't know Yoongi is good at writing.
"Yes" he slowly replied and smiled even more. How strange it was to see him like that.
"How she looks like? You are hiding her very well hyung" Jimin was asking again and again.
"Shut up" he suddenly raised voice while observing Jimin. Yoongi became nervous. He was always like that if we started talking about something important in Yoongi's life. And Ibbeun was his treasure. A girl with brown hair and gray eyes was controlling Yoongi.
How strange it is yeah? Who can control a boy like Yoongi? A boy who knows how to manipulate and how to hold a gun. A boy who is not afraid of being caught at any time? A boy who risks his own life and his loved ones.
But she can.
Only she.
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I just opened my eyes and I felt the way my body aching. I could not help anything just lay and wait till it's going to disappear. Those walls and that small table near the mirror reminded me of something. I saw a few pictures of unknown family above. It was the same picture I saw while visiting Tae in hospital. And suddenly I reminded where I am.
Taehyung's home and those pictures are of his family when he left them before 12 years.
I'm not remember what happened that I'm staying here. The dark I saw behind the window told me it is already very late.
"Maybe it is better like that, they can't see my beautiful face right now because.. because I feel it is not looking as good as I want" I said to myself while trying to get up. My head was still paining a lot and the only one thing I wanted was a cold cold water.
"Shit" I said while covering my face with my palm. I'm going to wear my favorite black mouth mask tomorrow, definitely.
My goal was to reach a damn kitchen and take a glass of water. I accumulated all power I had in myself and finally I was standing with my own feet on the ground. Not the best feeling I can say. While grabbing Tae's rooms walls I finally reached it.
My brothers were sleeping because all of the lights were off and silent around the flat betrayed that. It was paining so hard that I had to lean on the table with my hands.
"Uwa.... jinjja jjajeungnanda (Hangul. 우와.... 진짜 짜증난다, Eng. wow, it's really annoying)" I murmured. I tried to go and pick a cup but suddenly I heard some voices behind me.
"Finally you woke up" a guy with black hair told me. It was Yoongi. Suddenly a shadow of him was standing in front of me.
"You scared me" I replied.
"I'm sorry" he said. "Do you remember what happened" Yoongi asked again. It made me think for a while but I failed. Alcohol deleted my memories.. Memories but not a feelings.
"I'm afraid no" I replied and grabbed my hair. But then I reminded. I reminded why I was fighting with Yoongi. I reminded it.
"You know we have to do this" Yoongi started talking about the same topic we left before 5 hours.
"I don't know, something has changed now. I'm not feeling I want to continue this Yoongi" I started. "Rose became so close to me and I'm even afraid of thought I can hurt her" I added.
"Now it is too late Jin" he replied to me with his cold face again. "Otherwise..."
"Otherwise what?" I raised my voice and came nearer to Yoongi.
"I will tell something Hoseok can't know" he said with a proud face.
"You know what? I feel so sorry for your girlfriend" I said with anger. "I thought I knew you very well but it seems I didn't know you at all" I added.
"I'm really sorry but we have to do this and I need your help Jin" Yoongi said. "I promise I will continue to keep this secret about Jungkook's sister and Hoseok till my last breath" he added.
"You will be fine Jin, you just need to rest" Yoongi told me again.
"Perhaps you are right" I replied when we heard a silent voice near us.
"Yoongi, Jin?" suddenly Jimin entered kitchen and we both looked at him with a fear sight.
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Fanfiction"This painting is worth more than $104 million" I added and I could see the way Yoongi raised his head. He was surprised, the same like I was when I first heard it. "Oh my God" Tae replied with a sparkle in his eyes. Our unpleasant silence was dis...
