Shadow | BTS

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I couldn't see anything for a minute. It felt like lots of needles pierced my body. I was trying to hold tight a pain I was feeling but I wasn't good at it. I touched my shoulder with arm and I didn't like what I saw. It was terribly bleeding. I have tried to suppress it somehow but nah I wasn't a doctor. 

When I managed to open my eyes properly I was left all alone. No one was around me. I was laying on a ground still because I was still trying to find some strength. 

"Shit" I sighed. My heart was beating so fast. 

After 10 minutes I managed to stand up. I was keeping my hand on a right side shoulder wound. I looked at my palm and all I could see was blood. I felt like I can lose my consciousness at any time. 

I found a mini bar where Taehyung kept all stronger drinks and went straight there. I hit a cup accidentally with my arm and it crashed. It was so painful I was moaning all the time. I grabbed a bottle of whiskey hoping that my pain will be lower.

I came to sat down on a sofa which was near TV. I started drinking and drinking. After I was dizzy enough I spilled some whiskey on my wound.

"Fuck!" I raised my voice because of how painful it was. I couldn't believe that's the reality I have to face now. 

After all I didn't want to blame anyone, maybe because I was the one who should be blamed? 

I couldn't endure pain it was so strong. But I kept drinking.

"Hyung" I heard Jungkook's voice who came from nowhere. I didn't say anything just raised my head and had a look in to his eyes. "What happened?" he was confused. "You are bleeding" he added. 

"I'm fine" I said but I was such a bad liar this time.

"Taehyung did this to you right?" he asked but I didn't say anything. 

"Shit" he said and grabbed his phone. I bet Jungkook tried to call to Taehyung but nobody responded. 

"Taehyung isn't responding to me" Jungkook started to talk with somebody. 

"Why he has to?" I heard Yoongi's voice. 

"Look what he did" Jungkook responded. Their both eyes were pointed at me. It felt a little bit awkward but I didn't care anymore because of whiskey. 

"When it all happened huh? When did money become more important than our friendship? Than our loved ones? Look what we did tonight, how many lives we destroyed" Jungkook started complaining. 

I heard all this conversation very clearly.

"You wanted I'd be a part of this crime otherwise you were ready to tell Hoseok hyung about my sister and his child but you didn't know I've already told him" Jungkook added. 

I could only imagine how shocked Yoongi was. 

"Then why you still did that?" Yoongi asked. 

"Because I didn't want to leave my brothers, they are the most important for me. And that's why friendship is all about yes? So what happened?" Jungkook raised his voice. "Our beloved ones is in danger with us every day, don't you remember Elizabeth?" he added.

"Keep calm Jungkook" Yoongi replied. "You are so young, you can leave us and live your life happily, I can help you Jungkook" Yoongi touched his arm.

"I love my hyungs" it was the last words I could hear when somebody started knocking the door.

I could barely see what was happening right now. I wanted to have one more shot of whiskey but Jungkook stopped me.

"Don't drink anymore hyung" he said and his words comforted me. Jungkook wanted to say something more to me but then Yoongi came back to the room.

He looked very pale and... nervous?

"Police is here" he said.