Saida Uncontrollably Fond 2

Sana or Lewis?

DAHYUN'S POINT OF VIEW

I never realised Lewis looked so cute while laughing. I never took the time to stare and notice. He really made me laugh, was kind and funny. But Sana was different. I loved seeing her smile and laugh but when she cried, it made me cry too. I can't tell which is love, and I can't go to anyone for advice because they'll just judge me. "Dahyunieeee!" Just the voice I wanted to hear, Sana was calling me. How can someone look this amazing after a whole dance routine? In fact, she looked even prettier with her hair slightly messed up I just wanted to hug her and keep her with me forever. "Honeyyyyyy" I called her back. I never really join her in the whole honey thing but today it was different. I didn't really know why.

1 hour had passed, Lewis left half an hour ago and now it was just 9 of us practicing together. "Okay let take a break!" Jeongyeon said and we all heaved a sigh of relief. All 9 of us slowly walked to the corner of the room where our water bottles were and started drinking. We looked like zombies. "Dubu," Sana quietly said and I turned my head. "Yes?" I asked smiling. "You and Lewis... are just," She was even quieter. She was stammering too. "Are just friends right?" She said it like she had used up all the courage in the world to ask me that. "Yes Sana, you are mine and I am yours. I won't go to anyone else but you," I said assuring her. "Gosh, my heart is fluttering now," she said giggling. "Saida! It's been 5 minutes since break ended quickly finish up your flirting and come practice!" Jihyo said. It was like everything stopped when I stared into her eyes. All I could focus on... was her. Whenever we were with a group of people I would look for her every now and then and sometimes try and get her attention. Is this love? "Come I'm dubu!" She said and smiled. She grabbed my hand and we ran to the front together.

Dance practice ended, we were on our way back in the van again. My phone started ringing. It was Lewis... oh no. Sana... I didn't want to pick up so I put it deep in my bag to make it softer. Of course it didn't work, stupid Dubu. "Who is that?" Sana asked. "My Friend," I said nervously. They kept urging me to pick it up. Thankfully, when I reached out for the phone the ringing had stopped.

When we got back, we decided we would watch a movie together. I used my phone because I downloaded a movie. I connected my phone to the screen and we started watching. It was like a screen camera so if someone texted me, the notification would be up there interrupting the movie and everyone could see it. We were halfway through the movie and it stopped immediately. My phone started ringing again but this time I couldn't hide it. "Lewis" was on the tv screen, it was a video call. I declined it. "Ah he keeps calling me it's annoying," I said and continued the movie. I moved to Sana and hugged her to assure her that I wouldn't cheat or anything. But to be honest, I'm not even sure, do I like Sana or Lewis more?