Saida Uncontrollably Fond 2

Always find her way back home

*SANA'S POV*

I don't care anymore I still really like her. Even if I can't have her, I'll wish her the best. I picked up all the courage I had left and turned the doorknob slowly. I walked outside the room as if it was my first time stepping out. She was walking away from the door slowly. I took her by the arm and dragged her in for a hug. I don't care if all the members were there watching us. It was nice resting my head on her shoulder again. It felt like forever and I missed it. Tears rolled down my cheeks again, but they felt different. These were tears of relief and sadness at the same time. She pat me on the back and I felt something wet drip on my shoulder. She must be crying as well. "Sana, I really don't know what to do, I really like both of you," she sniffed even more so she could control her tears and talk clearing. "Dahyun, I'll love you no matter what," I smiled and hugged her even tighter, not wanting to let her go anytime soon. "There are so many reasons why I can't, everyone is pressurising me," she sighed as I felt more droplets on my shoulder. I stroked her soft silky hair. "I'm Christian after all, my family won't accept this," she gently pushed herself out of the hug and squeezed my hands tightly. "It's not that I don't want to, it's just impossible the more I think of it," I could see Nayeon's head popping out from the corner of the wall. No wonder it was so quiet, everyone was eavesdropping. I couldn't care less. Tears continued rolling down my cheeks the more I stared at her. "Sana, I think it's you," she said slowly,stammering. I could tell this was a hard decision for her, I also wasn't sure if she still liked Lewis. "It's just, everything," she continued explaining. "Everything is stopping us fro-," I put my index finger on her lips to prevent her from talking. "Nothing can keep us apart," I said and smiled. She smiled back, it looked genuine. We both stared into each others' eyes like there was no tomorrow. "What about Lewis?" She suddenly remembered. We were trapped in our world and completely forgot about him. "We'll figure it out with the rest later," I smiled. I glanced at the wall and now Jeongyeon was there as well. I grabbed Dahyun by the hand and dragged her to my room. It was getting late, the members would probably be tired by now. "Why?" Dahyun gave me a shocked look. "What are you thinking? I just brought you here because Nayeon was staring at us," we both giggled. I looked at the time. 11:42pm. I lied down on the bed and pat the space next to me signalling Dahyun to sleep beside me. We hugged each other to sleep, that was all I could remember. I was sick of this whole thing, I just wanted to stay like this. I want her to be in my arms. I want to be in her arms. Just the two of us and nothing more. My dubu is back, I won't let anyone take her away again.