Saida Uncontrollably Fond 2

She was straight?

*SANA'S POINT OF VIEW*

I have no idea what to do or how to respond. We all waited in the room. No one dared to speak. "Well, Dahyun I like you," I knew Lewis was pretty daring but I didn't know he was that brave. I was shocked. Everyone heard because the phone was on speaker. just stared at the phone, stunned. "Uh," She was about to speak but Lewis cut her off. Wow, rude. If we weren't in this situation I would snatch her phone and scream at him for cutting this cute bean off. He never really did that, he must've been in a rush to say this. I mean, this has been happening for quite awhile now he probably kept it in for a Long time. "I started eyeing you the moment I saw you. My love for you slowly developed," gross. Was he reading from a poem or something? It was the most cliche sentence I've ever heard. I stared at Dahyun in jealousy and she gave me an "I can't do anything about it," face. "I really really like you but I see that you're with Sana now," His voice cracked it sounded like he was going to cry. Jeongyeon and Nayeon chuckled to themselves I could read Jeongyeon's lips. "How could he cry about something like this?" She mouthed to Nayeon. The 2 oldest members are literally the 2 youngest in my opinion. Dahyun's face expression suddenly changed. As if, she was about to cry. She looked at me with those sad puppy dog eyes. "I like Lewis," she suddenly said. No way, she was joking, it's impossible. But Dahyun wouldn't joke about such a thing. I didn't know how to react. Now it was even quieter than it was before, as if no one dared to breathe. They were all staring. Staring at me. Of course I was upset, it was like my world suddenly fell into pieces, I didn't want to do anything anymore. All my fears came back, I suddenly felt extremely self conscious. Suddenly, I lost all the joy I had. I was afraid to speak to anyone at all, I wanted to cry my heart out. Still, it was Dahyun, and no matter what I felt, deep down, there was love. I loved her, with all my heart. I pat her on the head gently and gave a smile. A smile so fake and weak. I got up and went to my room and locked the door immedietly. I heard blur mumbling from outside. No matter how much I tried to ignore it, I couldn't. "Hello?" I heard Lewis say through the phone. I didn't want to hear anymore. I went to the bed and hid my face under the blanket. I stuffed my face into the pillow and cried. I cried as if my career was going to flop tomorrow, as if my loved ones were dying tomorrow, as if the world was going to end tomorrow. I tried to keep it as silent as I could but if you've ever cried that hard before, you'd understand. More and more thoughts flooded into my head. Am I that unlovable? Was I too annoying? Talked too much? Am I not as funny as I was before? Is it harder to be around me now? What's wrong with me? Did I change? Or did you change? Or was everything the same and it was all one big lie that you "weren't straight"?