I Need You (Kim Taehyung)

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I'M ABOUT TO ATTACK YOU ALL WITH SO MANY THINGS IN THIS CHAPTER AND THE NEXT SO PLEASE COMMENT ANY REACTION YOU HAVE ON WHATEVER PART OF THE CHAPTER CAUSE I WANNA KNOW GUYS PLEASE AND IF THERE'S ANY QUESTIONS, FEEL FREE TO ASK OR IF YOU JUST WANT TO TELL ME HOW MUCH I HAVE HURT YOU THROUGH THIS BOOK, TELL ME! I HAVE MISSED YOU ALL

Taehyung walked home, one foot slowly stepping in front of the other. He and Jungkook had walked around, calling everyone, and searching everywhere for TaeLyn with no luck. He couldn't stop thinking about what Jungkook had admitted to earlier.

"Hyung..." Taehyung sighed and rubbed his head. "Can I tell you something?" Taehyung felt for the kid but it peaked his interest the tone in Jungkook's voice. Never had Jungkook ever held a secret from Taehyung. They told each other everything and anything. But that was a lie within itself. Yes, they've told each other almost everything. But not everything... right? Taehyung and Jungkook both held back the same secret that was supposed to be the biggest bond between themselves.

Their first times.

Of course, Jungkook had slept with a few more girls but the lie that Lee Jaein was his first time was a lie. She was his second.

"Remember when I told you about Jaein and I? That we hooked up that night at Yoongi's party?" Taehyung nods and struggles to sit with Jungkook still attached to his leg. "What about it?" Jungkook gulped and pulled away, standing straight and leaning against the desk. He let his head fall, beads of sweat gathering on his forehead and his lip taken between his teeth. Releasing his bottom lip, Jungkook stares into the eyes of his best friend. "I lied, Tae." His heart beat against his chest rapidly and there was suddenly no air in his lungs. Taehyung's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "What do you mean?" He shook his head and stood up, ruffling his hair in frustration. "I saw you go in and out of that room. It was obvious-"

"I did, sleep with Jaein. But that wasn't the lie I'm talking about." He mumbles. "Jungkook, what-"

"I lied about who I slept with first. To you and TaeLyn." He sighs and pushes his hair back. "Especially TaeLyn," Jungkook whispers. Taehyung couldn't believe his words. The lie did not hurt him. It was just surprising that Jungkook would do such a thing. He wasn't a liar... never held back anything from anyone. "Why-" he dragged his thumb on his bottom lip, pinching it between his thumb and forefinger. "Why can't you tell TaeLyn, Kook? And why would you keep such a thing from me?" Jungkook's eyes watered. "That night I came home crying before Yoongi's party, I wasn't crying because Ah Ro rejected me. Everything I said was half true but it wasn't rejection that Ah Ro gave me." His heart hurt thinking about it. The girl he swore he loved, hurt him by not even giving an explanation. "I had gone to visit Ah Ro in the early morning, saying I had gone out on a run. A couple days earlier, Ah Ro and I..." he took a deep breath and looked into Taehyung's eyes. "We... had sex."