FRIENDS ♥ (for now) ✔

Chapter:17

Om and Gauri didn't spoke anything from last 1 hour,, Gauri is in Om's embrace..her head is resting on his chest and he is caressing her hairs...after sometime Om thought that she is normal now so he broke the ice..

Om(slowly): Gauri..

Gauri : hmm..

Om: are you okay?

Gauri : yeah.. And you?

Om: I'm also....it's too late, I think we should go home.

Gauri : thodi der aur,please..

Om(he can't help but accepted her request and again started caressing her hairs) : ok.

(after about half an hour)

Gauri : Om tum thick ho na?

Om: ha mein thik hoon,,

Gauri : to chalein?

Om: hmm..

Om :(as Gauri started to go he held her hand and stopped her)

Gauri : Kya hua?

Om : I know Gauri ki aaj jo kuch bhi hua usse hamari friendship affect hogi but promise me that you will never leave me aur.... aur I can wait for you whole life so remember that...ki mein kisi aur se shadi nahi karunga...

Gauri :(she hold his hand and look into his eyes) Om hamari friendship aisi hi rahegi aur please ho sake to tum move on kar lo because aunty ye bilkul nahi chahegi that tum puri zindgi shadi na karo,,,(he look towards the other side) aisa ho to mein tumhare liye ladki dhundh sakti hoon(she said it to lighten the environment but of no use)

Om:(with tears) ye tum bol rahi ho? Sach sach batao Kya tum mujhe kisi aur k saath dekh paogi? Tumhe koi fark nahi padega agar mein kisi aur se shadi karu to? Tumhre dil mein dard nahi hoga jab mein kisi aur se pyaar karu? Tumhe koi fark nahi padega agar tumhari jagah mein kisi aur ko doon to?
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(Gauri has no answer) kyu ab kya hua?.. Javab nahi hai na?
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Gauri jab dil kisi baat k liye izazat na de tab hume vo baat nahi bolni chahiye... Tumhe bhi pata hai ki tum mujhe kisi aur k saath nahi dekh sakti to phir kyun aisa bol rahi ho?.. Anyways raat bahot ho gayi hai hume ghar jana chahiye, I'll drop you..

Gauri's pov:

Om k sare sawal sahi hai... Mein use kisi k saath nahi dekh sakti lekin vo sari zindgi akela bhi to nahi reh sakta..mujhe bhi nahi pata kya karna chahiye.. I want his support, his love, his care,, his everything but as a friend kyunki mein shadi ka rishta nibha nahi paungi aur agar Om mujse dur ho gaya to? Maine suna hai ki shadi k baad sab badal jata hai aur agar Om bhi badal gaya to? Ab mere andar uski nafrat bardast karne ki taqat nahi hai....

(she came into sense after hearing Om's words)

Om: Gauri.... Gauri...

Gauri : h..huh..han?

Om: ghar aa gaya..

Gauri : ha.....Om please aaj raat yahi ruk jao!!

Om: mujhe kuch der akele rehna hai to please aaj nahi..

Gauri (hurts) : okay.. By.

Om: by....

(it's first time when Om denied her for something she wants. He also knew that she was hurt but he can't help.. He has never imagined that Gauri will request for something like live in or friends with benefits.. Yeah, she has not make it clear but the ultimate meaning is the same.... He also need some time to digest what happened in the evening. He directly went in his room and started taking one after one shots of whisky.. He only expected that either Gauri will deny or will accept the proposal... But here, the case is different... Oh God!! Why it's too difficult to understand a girl!!!)