Demons // A.I

Part 6

It had been two days since I had last seen Ashton after he walked out on me. None of the boys had seen him either when I asked them.

"Calum?" I asked sitting at the kitchen counter

"Yes?"

"Do you think Ashton's alright?" I asked

"Yeah he'll be fine, he's probably out doing some secret business thing, that or he's out crashing parties" he laughed

It was silent for a few minutes. I looked to Calum as he contemplated on saying something.

"You really care about him don't you?"

"Yes" I replied instantly "I can't help it. I want to not like him but I can't. It's impossible"

"He isn't capable of love Tay, he will only hurt you" he warned

"I know" I smiled sadly "but I don't care. It's too late to go back now"

"Please just be careful" he said before kissing me on the forehead and leaving the room.

It was around 8 at night when Ashton finally came back. He stumbled through the door knocking into all things nearby.

"Ashton are you drunk?" Calum asked

"Maybe a little" he chuckled

"Where have you been?" Luke asked

"Around" he smirked.

The stench of Alcohol could be smelt from miles away. I took in his appearance, he was wearing a black shirt with black skinny jeans his hair was ruffled and tangled and his shoes were scuffed and ruined.
My heart broke as a huge purple patch on his neck caught my eye. It definitely wasn't the one I made a few days ago as it looked fresh next to the one I had made the other side of his neck.

He looked at me and I could feel him follow where my eyes were looking. He brought his hand up to scratch his neck trying to cover the hickey that I had already seen. He looked at me apologetically but said nothing as he walked through to the kitchen.

Calum gave me a sympathetic look as I walked after Ashton.

Ashton looked up to see who had followed him, as soon as he saw it was me he avoided eye contact.

"Do you want anything to eat?" I asked pathetically.

"No. I'm good" he sighed

"Oh"

It was awkward and silent and I felt extremely uncomfortable in his presence. I was obviously going to go back to being ignored in this house. I knew his attention on me wouldn't last for long and I would go back to be lonely. I was stupid. I had just loved finally having attention and probably over thought the whole thing between me and Ashton.

"Look I know you probably thin-" he started but I stopped him.

"Don't bother explaining" I said "I-I don't care anymore... I was being stupid" I choked out lying, I still cared about him but I didn't want him to know that anymore as he made it obvious he didn't care.

He looked shocked for a minute before his face went blank and his jaw tightened. He stared angrily at the floor as I left to have a shower.

Once I was in the shower I let the hot water run over me washing off the stress of today. I would have to think if a way of getting over him now but the thought pained me as I didn't want anybody but Ashton. A few tears had escaped but mixed in with the running water.

A few minutes went by until a cold breeze ran over me. I shivered thinking nothing of it until the door opened and a naked Ashton stepped in.

"What are you doing?" I asked bluntly

"Having a shower what does it look like?" He chuckled

"Ashton" I said seriously

"Fine. I just wanted to say I'm sorry. I didn't mean to walk out on you the other day it's just you scare me" he sighed pushing me gently against the cold wall and resting his forehead on to mine.

"I love you" he whispered

"Please, don't lie" I whimpered

"I'm not." He said "I love you. I really do"

He placed a kiss on my forehead my nose and finally my lips.

"I love you so much... I always have.." he repeated
"Let me show you how much I love you" he whispered before lifting me up and wrapping him legs around his waist. He ground his hips against me before deciding he had enough and pushed slowly into me. This time was different, it was slow and passionate a lot more intimate than normal.

"Oh god Ash. That feels amazing!" I moaned quietly.

"Baby- I-I can't hold back for much longer" he gasped bringing his hand up to rub my clit gently to get me off faster.

I could feel my high approaching and could tell Ashton was close as his head was thrown back. My walls clenched tightly as I rode out my high, Ashton soon grunted spilling into me as he came.

"Ashton?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you" I whispered. He smiled widely before kissing me.

"I love you too" he said as if the phrase would never get old.