It was a loud crash.
It occurred in the middle of the night followed by intense arguing and
throwing of objects that ended up colliding making obnoxious clangs.
My eyes watered but felt desert dry and itchy as if my allergies were with me in the middle if winter.
I squeezed my eyes shut, but the didnt help. I could still hear, hear everything.
I was
pacing back and forth, breathing heavily, tugging at the roots of my hair.
I didnt know if i was gonna cry or scream.
It felt like both occurred.
More loud screams were thrown in the room below hers. She felt the vibrations shake her body and make her head ache.
Bang. Bang.
I swiftly walked to my bathroom right next to my room, hearing the screams even more louder and prominent than before.
I splashed my face with icy water and rubbed my eyes until they burned and glowed red.
The demon look really coming out.
Haha..
Im funny.
I slid down the tile wall and sobbed into my knees, pulling at my hair.
I went back to my room, my legs weak and wobbly as they staggered across the pale room.
The door clatters
jiggles
and then stops.
I louder bang than before rings in my body.
First, my ears then my stomach, to my head.
I barely turn myself all the way around to face the door,
the lock now broken, bent like a weak plastic straw.
I felt light-headed, like taking too many tequila shots . . .
The force of someone, almost running, toward me causes me to loose my balance, but i regain it..quicker.
It only took a small shove to have me ramming into the hard wall.
My bare shoulder hit the barrier quickly with such force an instant bruise started to appear.
His eyes.
My eyes.
Only described as blue emeralds.
Sometimes lost in a thunder storm.
The curls if my hair are tangled and sticking to my face as sweat drips down my forehead.
His hands.
My hands.
Stronger than mine
Took my arms, bringing me toward his breath.
"If it wasnt for you, we'd have no problems"
If it wasnt for you...
If it wasnt for..
If it wasnt..
If.
If, if, if, if.
If only.
YOU ARE READING
till i get back
Fanfiction(Warning: mentions of suicide, self harm, mental illness, and eating disorders) she ran away to create her own world. a world of peace from the chaos, a world of stillness. until she found someone who was somebody; who was human. her soul was alr...
