Congratulations.
You succeeded.
You inched your way
Into my sad, sad life,
And made me believe
That you were there to help me.
You offered light
And some kindness.
I trusted you.
Big mistake.
I swear I can hear
The cracks and the breaks
That my heartbeat makes.
You acted like a friend.
Like a sister, even.
I loved you and
Called you my family.
Then you treat me like
I'm worthless and like
Everything bad in your
Pathetic life is my fault.
I'm sorry I exist.
But I'm not sorry
That you eased your
Way into my life,
Then broke my heart,
Then shattered the
Remains as you left,
Claiming it was all me.
I already hated life
And I already felt lonely,
But then you dragged me
Out into the cold,
Fed off of me
Like a hungry wolf
And left me alone.
I'll bet you're just fine.
I'll bet you didn't
Even think twice.
Is my life that
Meaningless and easy
To walk out of?
That's what I get for
Trusting someone.
YOU ARE READING
Sure, Thanks, I am Fine
PoetryDepression Anxiety Insomnia Heartbreak Unloved Crazy Scared Joyful Happy Bullied Everything listed here is something I've either felt or gone through. As have many others. But is it easy to say out loud? No, it never is.
