I feel the rumble.
I hear the growls.
But the pain I endure
Because of society's prowls.
"You're fat."
"You're ugly."
"Your body is shit."
Thanks, Captain Obvious,
Why else do you think
I punish myself?
"Not skinny enough."
Well, what happens
When I'm just bone?
Do you care for my health?
My feelings?
My fears?
No, because you can't look past
The mirrors.
I go hungry to please
You, but what do I get in return?
Pain and suffering and my
Stomach constantly churns.
If pain is beauty,
I must be a sight.
Because you've hurt me again
And again.
And eventually,
I stopped my fight.
I feel empty inside.
I feel unhealthy within.
Society put up a fight,
And words is how they win.
Stick and stones, right?
Especially if you're
A pile of anorexic bones.
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Sure, Thanks, I am Fine
ŞiirDepression Anxiety Insomnia Heartbreak Unloved Crazy Scared Joyful Happy Bullied Everything listed here is something I've either felt or gone through. As have many others. But is it easy to say out loud? No, it never is.