My story begins with a fatherless girl.
One that was healthy when brought into this world.
On and on I grow through life
Being taught how to one day be a good wife.
Bullied at school and mistreated at home
I grew up feeling very alone.
With no one to play and no one to be my friend each day,
I found the most depressing way.
Too young to feel that way, it would seem.
That's what happens when everyone is mean.
Knocked down and beaten for nothing
I learned to endure the pain.
Now I am numb.
Played like a doll, they tried to change what I wanted to become.
Shame on me, I guess, for not stopping 'em.
Insomnia floods my body at night
Because when I close my eyes, I see the worst of all fright.
Almost raped and abused because I happened to be the oldest girl in the room.
Punched daily for being me.
Suicidal for not being free.
I am better now, I promise you that.
But that doesn't mean its not hard.
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PoesíaDepression Anxiety Insomnia Heartbreak Unloved Crazy Scared Joyful Happy Bullied Everything listed here is something I've either felt or gone through. As have many others. But is it easy to say out loud? No, it never is.
