I want you back (manan)

Disappearance

Your forehead is where my lips will rest                        
                                 - unknown

Nandini's POV

Always in a relationship we go through so many phases but some hold very special place in our heart. Those were time when we used to call our love ones without acknowledging the time , place , surrounding and for no reason , some useless conversation could have be so special I realized it that time . Time change so as me , there was a time when his no.  should be in my emergency contact and top my calling history and now I had to scroll down through my phone so that I can locate his name.

"Mumma,....papa kha Hain , I wanna talk with him " Aaru said jumping on my lap like a rabbit.
"He must have got some work Aaru , he will come soon "I said cubbing her cheeks in my palm , and that's exactly I m doing since morning . Manik was no where to be seen since I opened my eyes this morning , all I felt was the cold sheet beneath my hand. I thought he must have informed Aaru about his sudden disappearance but nor Aaru was informed neither me . It's like he vanished from our side and turn into vapour , erasing his existence. Trust me I was horrified what if he left us ?? Like before ?? All alone . I never bother about his absence and presence in our life after our separation but this time I was really hoping that he don't left us. It was hard to accept but his absence did effect me.

" Aap yhi bol rhe ho tb say " she said making pout, "mumma ki jaan aa jaayenge aap k papa , chlo ab btao aap Kya baatein krengi aap k papa say , r u going to complain your dad about me ?? "  I asked rising my eyebrows and she giggled still manage to nodded her head in No.  Deep down I know the sincerity I saw in his eyes where not artificial  , I know and I hope he will come and kill those curious cat's of my head.  " Thank you , I will say him thank you , dekho I loved this teddy but it's soooo bigggg , monster teddy " she replied and I laughed out loud. She is so cute some time I just think to gobble her up. 

"Listen the fight is nothing so serious , come on yaar nandu I can't sleep on fucking sofa for a freaking week " manik's irritated voice disturbed my sleep but I didn't replied anything and facing my back to him I slept or I should say pretended so.

"Come on nandini, I know you r not sleeping , stop pretending" he yelled again I covered my ears with his pillow. I can also be a  jerk.

"Mrs. Nandini Manik Malhotra open the freaking door" he was yelling and yelling like a donkey but I didn't give a damn. After a couple of minutes there was absolute silence ," huh moster really did suit himself on the sofa"  I muttered and snuggled into my duvet. Sleep was gone ughh why I couldn't sleep without him I mentally slapped myself for not permitting him to sleep with. I was restless on one side I couldn't forgive him for kissing a girl , okk it was just for a add shoot but still I m angry how can he kiss a girl that to in front of me , and all in his behalf he said he didn't see me in set and on other side my two precious things are not with me first my sleep and second the donkey Malhotra. Tossing and turning I finally managed to find a perfect posture and position to sleep on I closed my eyes. After some time I felt a heavy body weight on me which was wrapping me in his arms from my waist but having no energy to open my eyes I closed it more tightly. "Get of me monster I can't sleep like this " I mumbled in my sleep but aware of what I m saying.   " Why I m hugging you just like you hug your teddy " he replied kissing my nape of neck. "My teddy is not as heavy as you monster " I uttered and he put his more weight on me now he faced me and hugged me more tightly. "Suit yourself" he said and tighten his grip over mine , the last thing I said was "monster teddy " and he replied "yess only yours " he kissed my eyelids and I slept.