I want you back (manan)

The Spoiler

....and sometimes we
Keep a distance so that

We can get used to
Of the absence that
May hurt us afterwards.

Manik's pov

What is happiness ?? Just a feeling when you feel all is well , everything is just right what we supposed it to be or having what we desired for a long. .... For me before it was just a feeling when I felt life is going smooth , no hurdles in our way but suddenly out of nowhere my definition of happiness changed, now it's all about seeing the smile over someone's face close to your heart and when you know the reason behind that sweet smile is no one but you , yourself.

Another month bid us goodbye leaving some deep sorrow and feelings behind. But the thing which kept me constant in all these period is , her. Nandini . It's so good to have her support all these while , though we don't show it to each other but we know the heart which was cold before surrounded with ice , is now started melting . And the other reason is Aaru who all ways remind us that we should be together not for any damn fucking society but for her ,as her parents as her supports through out her life.

" Papa papa it's going here " I was so lost in my own philosophy that I forgot about the little bundle of joy sitting beside me on the passenger seat safely tugged in with the seat belt . I looked at her and giving me a stare she again giggled saying the same words. "Papa jldi it's thanda thanda cool cool " she again said while giggling in mid . She was cutely munching a cone of ice cream and her whole face was covered with the chocolate and the melting chocolate was rolling down from her neck making her feel the cold substance on her neck.

" See that's why I told you that I will help you to eat now look you became old messed up" though I was trying to scold her but she knows me very well that I wasn't angrey so she shook her head and again giggled. "Okay wait " I said smilingly and parked the car near the road and taking a tissue started cleaning up the mess she created. Firstly her face , cheeks , then her corner of lips then lastly her color bone and when I touched her she shivered , aah may be her weak spot I thought and a sudden possessiveness took place in my heart cleaning is completely I moved my gaze to her eyes which were shining in happiness. " Aaru will you promise me something ??" I asked her still looking in her brown eyes and she bobbed her head cutely " you will never let any boy touch you here , okay ?" I asked pointing at her neck , firstly she looked at me being clueless then shrugged her shoulders and nodded in a yes , making be take a relief breath. " Accha so that I cleaned you up what will I get " I asked her mischievously and she kept on thinking for a while and suddenly she dipped her finger in the ice cream cone and pulling a bit of semi melted chocolate ice cream in her fingers she placed it near my lips . Damn I so wanted to gobble her up , pull her cheeks , kiss her face all day and night . That's the only thought came over my mind at the same time . Smiling to the fullest I took her baby fingers in my mouth and licked it slowly making sure not to her cause she is my baby ...only if she would have been my wife the scene must be somewhat different , my evil mind mocked at me .

I again focused my gaze on roads and started driving the car towards nandini's apartment cause I am desperate to meet her , it's been three day's I wasn't been able to meet her or talk to her cause of our own professional commitments. I looked at Aaru while she was done with her ice cream and now cleaning her fingers with tissue when my eyes met she gave me a big smile and asked " papa where are we going ??" " To your mumma " I replied smilingly and she nodded her head.

" Papa hum aap k ghr nhi ja sakte ??" She asked innocently looking at me .

"Aaru it's your house too, and hum ja sakte Hain " I said making her understand.