"you have to learn the rules of the game. And then you have to play better than anyone else."
- Albert Einstein.
Manik's pov:-
Success
We all want it in some ways.
In schools or in our careers. In relationship with our children, partner, friends, someone we just started seeing and with ourselves. With our mental and physical health.
That's what my life mantra is but in practical life it goes wrong with me , for gaining success I lost my Treasure, the ultimate reason of my existence, my family.
Now seeing my pictures on walls and big hoardings on roads don't give me peace which once was my life's ultimate and most important goal. The flashing lights & cameras can't bring the sunshine which I lost long ago.
I lost the charm , or I should say I lost myself in this metrialistic world , the person who never needs a reason to smile or laugh is dead now , though I smile I laugh but it's all fake. we celebs have to maintain a persona , people will interfere in your personal life , comment on you some will also accuse you for something which you didn't aware of even it's existence. It's different than your world it's a fake world. Somewhere between thousands of double faced people you become one of them by faking in front of them.
" 'MEKOM DEODORANT' MAKES MAN DESIRABLE -- RECOMMEND BY MANIK MALHOTRA."
I chuckled after reading the head lines written in bold letters besides my charming face on big hoardings and a street light focusing on the board , I swear if cabir will see this he will kill me by his words for doing this shitt product brand advertisement , well I can't help too that's what my work is , n I m happy what I m doing.
Today I m happy coz I got a chance to meet my baby, Aaru. After one week I got this chance , I was way more excited today I planned all my shedule that I don't have to attend a single call also this day belongs to my Aaru .
Well I give a thought to meet nandini too don't know why but a sudden desire to see her crossed my mind I desperately wanted to see her may be coz from last 3 months I haven't gotten a chance to see her or adore her. I know she is ignoring me n she should also , what's the point of seeing your ex-life partner when u have already parted ways.
Well coming to Aaru she is my most precious gem my Treasure. after my separation she became my strength I can do anything just to make her smile.
Today I pick her up from school just to spend some time with her we go for a long drive ,on whole way she kept up blabbering about her schools her friends n her teachers but today she wasn't in her old mood she kept up bugging me for not returning back to home even ice creams too didn't worked well at the end of time she slept in my arms which give me peace , it's been so long since someone slept hearing my heart beats , keeping their head on my chest or shoulders if you know by 'someone' whom I mean.
It's nandini who give me the habit , waking up all curling up with her in my arms while she kept her heart on exactly top of my heart. Now the emptiness eats me up not having her in my arms . when Aaru came in our small world my both life's sleep keeping their heads over me n I got used to it and not having both of them close to me give me pain which I can't explain to anyone.
Yaah!! You guys will think what goes wrong in our life's which get us in this situation , but it's for some other time coz I don't wanna remember that bad phase of my life, and the next question is why I don't go back to her , right??? I can't coz I can't again make her life miserable a mess we both have totally different mind set , she can't cop up with my life style nor I can leave my life style coz that what makes me The Manik Malhotra - a brand in himself .
In our 4 years of relationship I committed lots of mistakes and now I can't repeat that again , I can't see her like before all broken , she is gem n should be treated like one n I realized I don't deserve her. After loosing Nandini for forever the only thing I fear is My Aaru - I can't see hatred in her eyes the eyes which always shines after seeing me I can't look at the same eyes filled with hate and agony .
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